{"id":14769,"date":"2016-09-01T16:22:19","date_gmt":"2016-09-01T13:22:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/109.232.216.219\/~bilimvegelecek\/?p=14769"},"modified":"2017-12-19T16:27:27","modified_gmt":"2017-12-19T13:27:27","slug":"hocam-yaman-orse-hosca-kal-derken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/2016\/09\/01\/hocam-yaman-orse-hosca-kal-derken","title":{"rendered":"Hocam Yaman \u00d6rs\u2019e ho\u015f\u00e7a kal derken"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Yaman Hoca inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevdi\u011fi g\u00fczellikleri, de\u011ferleri bizimle payla\u015f\u0131r, akademik konular\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da bir birey olarak geli\u015fmemizde \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fck yapard\u0131. Kendi ya\u015famsal ve entelekt\u00fcel birikimini biz \u00f6\u011frencilerinin olgunla\u015fma s\u00fcre\u00e7lerine katk\u0131 sa\u011flayarak, bizlerin estetik de\u011ferlerimizin ve pek \u00e7ok ya\u015fam inceliklerimizin olu\u015fmas\u0131nda da etkili rol oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Bu garip bir veda olacak<br \/>\n<\/em><em>\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc asl\u0131nda hep bizimlesin<br \/>\n<\/em><em>ne kadar uza\u011fa gitsen de<br \/>\n<\/em><em>d\u00fcnya de\u011fi\u015ftirsen de<br \/>\n<\/em><em>kavramlar\u0131n, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinle bizimlesin\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"td_quote_box td_box_center\"><p><strong>Sunu\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu yaz\u0131 hocam Yaman \u00d6rs\u2019\u00fcn 4 A\u011fustos 2016\u2019da \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra 6 A\u011fustos 2016 tarihinde Ankara \u00dcniversitesi T\u0131p Fak\u00fcltesi Morfoloji Yerle\u015fkesi Abd\u00fclkadir Noyan Salonunda d\u00fczenlenen cenaze t\u00f6reninde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m konu\u015fma temel al\u0131narak olu\u015fturulmu\u015ftur.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Bir yandan t\u00fcm ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar aras\u0131ndan se\u00e7im yapman\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00f6te yandan bunlar\u0131 oldu\u011fu gibi aktarman\u0131n olanaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 \u00dcstelik hocam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimde b\u00f6yle derinden ve sessizce ya\u015farken\u2026 Oysa ya\u015fam nedir, pek \u00e7ok yan\u0131t\u0131 olan bir soru bu. Bana g\u00f6re karanl\u0131k evrende bizi t\u00fcm bilincimizle sar\u0131p ku\u015fatan \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir ay ile onun etraf\u0131ndaki yar\u0131 saydam hare\u2026 elbette birbiri ard\u0131 s\u0131ra giden g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler ve an\u0131lar de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p>Yaman Hocam\u0131n 80 y\u0131ll\u0131k ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n son 26 y\u0131l\u0131na tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmi\u015f bir insan olarak ya da onun s\u00f6zleriyle \u201cyakla\u015f\u0131m ve bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 olduk\u00e7a benimsemi\u015f\u201d bir \u00f6\u011frencisi olarak s\u00f6zlerime devam edece\u011fim. O T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de geleneksel anlamdaki \u201chocal\u0131k\u201d kal\u0131plar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, bana ve pek \u00e7ok akademisyene rol-model olmu\u015ftur. Ku\u015fkusuz bu k\u0131sac\u0131k an\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bana g\u00f6re \u00f6z\u00fc bu sat\u0131rlard\u0131r. Onu yak\u0131ndan tan\u0131ma olana\u011f\u0131 bulmu\u015f asistan\u0131, meslekta\u015f\u0131 ve dostu olarak hocam\u0131n \u201cakademik tutum ve davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131\u201d olduk\u00e7a \u00f6z olarak ve b\u00fct\u00fcnsel olabilme kayg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zeterek sizlere aktarmak istiyorum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n<p>Yaman Hoca \u00f6\u011frencilerini ya da daha genel anlamda birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131 olduk\u00e7a iyi tan\u0131r, onlar\u0131 ilgi alanlar\u0131na g\u00f6re y\u00f6nlendirirdi. \u00d6zellikle ortak noktalar\u0131 olanlar\u0131 tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r, akademik bir \u00fcretim i\u00e7in bir araya gelmemizi y\u00fcreklendirirdi. San\u0131r\u0131m akademik ortamlarda do\u011fru ortak se\u00e7imleri yapman\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar y\u00fcr\u00fctmek, bir sinerji yaratman\u0131n \u00f6tesinde daha kapsaml\u0131 ve verimli sonu\u00e7lar almam\u0131z\u0131 da sa\u011fl\u0131yordu. Payla\u015f\u0131mc\u0131d\u0131r ki, bu akademik ya\u015famda olduk\u00e7a g\u00fc\u00e7 bir i\u015ftir. Ona g\u00f6re \u201cpayla\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131n en g\u00fczeli de, akademik payla\u015f\u0131md\u0131r\u201d. Akademik konular\u0131 ilgili ki\u015filerle payla\u015f\u0131r ve birlikte makale, kitap yazmam\u0131zda da \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fck ederdi. Bu a\u00e7\u0131dan onu de\u011ferlendirdi\u011fimde pek \u00e7ok insan\u0131n birbirini tan\u0131mas\u0131nda ve birbirini etkilemesinde kilit bir rol oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_14758\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14758\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-14758\" src=\"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12-300x226.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"226\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12-80x60.jpg 80w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12-100x75.jpg 100w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12-180x135.jpg 180w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-12-238x178.jpg 238w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-14758\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Fuat Aziz G\u00f6ksel, int\u00f6rn \u00f6\u011frencimiz, Serap \u015eahino\u011flu, Erdem Ayd\u0131n, M. Cemil U\u011furlu, Berna Arda, Yaman \u00d6rs.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Onun bu \u00f6zelli\u011fini ben de ki\u015fisel olarak olduk\u00e7a benimsedim. Doktora program\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ilk y\u0131l\u0131 verdi\u011fim \u201cEtik ve Etik Metodoloji\u201d ders program\u0131m\u0131zda onun makale ve kitaplar\u0131ndan baz\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcmleri okur ve sonunda da Yaman Hocayla doktora \u00f6\u011frencilerimizi tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece ben de ondan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim bu yakla\u015f\u0131m ile onunla yeni \u00f6\u011frencilerimiz aras\u0131nda bir k\u00f6pr\u00fc olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bunu gen\u00e7 akademisyenlerin de benimsedi\u011fini Yaman Hocan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn doktora \u00f6\u011frencilerinden Emine Topcu\u2019nun bana yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki mesajda a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6rebiliyorum:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBizi Yaman Hoca ile tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim. Parlak ayd\u0131n bir beyin oldu\u011fu\u00a0ve \u00e7ok nazik bir insan oldu\u011fu\u00a0tek bir bulu\u015fmada bile anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu. Sizin sayenizde tan\u0131d\u0131k kendisini. \u0130yi ki de tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131z. \u0130yi ki tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSizinle olan ili\u015fkisi ise\u00a0hayalini kurdu\u011fum bir ili\u015fkinin var oldu\u011funu g\u00f6sterdi bana.\u00a0Kim bilir belki bizler de yakalar\u0131z bu enerjiyi diye \u00fcmitlendirmi\u015fti beni. Siz hem \u00f6\u011frencisi hem dostu hem \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma arkada\u015f\u0131yd\u0131n\u0131z g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla. O nedenle size ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dilemek istedim. Hangi kelimeler kullan\u0131l\u0131r bu ac\u0131lar\u0131 payla\u015fmak\u00a0ve hafifletmek i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 bilemiyorum.\u00a0Hocas\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0kaybetmenin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0ne oldu\u011funu da\u00a0net olarak bilemiyorum. Ama b\u00fcy\u00fck\u00a0bir ac\u0131 ve bo\u015fluk yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0tahmin edebiliyorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yaman Hoca biz \u00f6\u011frencilerini tan\u0131r, bizleri akademik olarak do\u011fru bir bi\u00e7imde y\u00f6nlendirirdi. \u0130lgilendi\u011fimiz konularda ara\u015ft\u0131rma yapmam\u0131z\u0131, bilimsel toplant\u0131larda bunlar\u0131 sunmaz\u0131 ve yazmam\u0131z\u0131 destekler ve t\u00fcm akademik s\u00fcre\u00e7lerde bizleri her zaman y\u00fcreklendirirdi. Ku\u015fkusuz biz de kendimizi t\u00fcm bunlardan sonra de\u011ferli ve \u00f6nemli hissederdik. Bizlerle kurdu\u011fu ili\u015fki bi\u00e7imi al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir hoca-\u00f6\u011frenci ili\u015fkisinin hiyerar\u015fik yap\u0131lanmas\u0131n\u0131n olduk\u00e7a \u00f6tesindeydi. Sanki onun e\u015fitiymi\u015fiz gibi s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu ili\u015fki ile \u00f6zg\u00fcvenimizin olu\u015fmas\u0131nda etkili bir rol oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bunun \u00f6nemini y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e ve ba\u015fka \u00f6rnekleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e daha da iyi kavram\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Ku\u015fkusuz o yaln\u0131zca bizlerle de\u011fil, neredeyse t\u00fcm ili\u015fkilerindeki yakla\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n temel motifi olan e\u015fitlik\u00e7i, tarafs\u0131z ve ayr\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131ktan ka\u00e7\u0131nan yan\u0131yla bizlere farkl\u0131 bir tutumun olabilece\u011fini g\u00f6stermi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-14763 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17-80x60.jpg 80w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17-100x75.jpg 100w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17-180x135.jpg 180w, https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yaman-ors-foto-17-238x178.jpg 238w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>Yaman Hoca inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevdi\u011fi g\u00fczellikleri de\u011ferleri bizimle payla\u015f\u0131r, akademik konular\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da bir birey olarak geli\u015fmemizde \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fck yapard\u0131. Kendi ya\u015famsal ve entelekt\u00fcel birikimini biz \u00f6\u011frencilerinin olgunla\u015fma s\u00fcre\u00e7lerine katk\u0131 sa\u011flayarak, bizlerin estetik de\u011ferlerimizin olu\u015fumunda; m\u00fczik zevkimizin geli\u015fmesinden, Ankara\u2019da nerede lezzetli bal\u0131k yenece\u011fine kadar pek \u00e7ok ya\u015fam inceliklerimizin olu\u015fmas\u0131nda da etkili rol oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Bildi\u011fi, inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 konularda sonuna kadar gitti\u011fini ve giri\u015fimci bir ruha sahip oldu\u011funu ancak t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 b\u00fcrokrasiden olabildi\u011fince ka\u00e7arak ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim. <strong>Bilimsel Felsefe \u00c7evresi<\/strong>\u2019nin kurulmas\u0131 ve s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclmesindeki \u00e7abas\u0131 da bunun en \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fidir. Bu \u201c\u00e7evre\u201d son \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi kalana kadar her zaman yap\u0131lacaklar\u0131 planlay\u0131p \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Sonunda benim ve Kumru\u2019nun (Kumru Arapgirlio\u011flu, Bilkent \u00dcniversitesi Peyzaj Mimarisi ve Kentsel\u00a0Tasar\u0131m \u00d6\u011fretim \u00dcyesi) \u00fcmitsizli\u011fe kap\u0131lmam\u0131z\u0131 engelleyerek bunun akademik ya\u015famda olabilecek bir durum oldu\u011funu hissettirerek bizlerin olgunla\u015fmas\u0131nda etkili olmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n<p>Onun akademik ya\u015famdaki bir ba\u015fka farkl\u0131 rol\u00fc de \u201cy\u00f6neticili\u011fi\u201ddir. Yaman Hoca s\u0131kl\u0131kla \u201cy\u00f6neticilik\u201d vasf\u0131n\u0131 pek de be\u011fenmedi\u011fini dile getirirdi. Ben ve onu yak\u0131ndan tan\u0131yan pek \u00e7ok ki\u015finin bu yoruma pek kat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o yine geleneksel anlamda bir \u201cidarecilik\u201d yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in anla\u015f\u0131lamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve bunun sonucunda da b\u00f6yle bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanmaktay\u0131m. Oysa gerek kurucusu oldu\u011fu T\u00fcrkiye Biyoetik Derne\u011fi\u2019nin y\u00f6netiminde rol almay\u0131p bunu gen\u00e7lere b\u0131rakmas\u0131, gerek on y\u0131l s\u00fcresince y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Anabilim Dal\u0131 Ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda izledi\u011fi yol ile bunu bizlere do\u011frudan g\u00f6stermi\u015ftir. Hi\u00e7bir zaman \u201ckoltuk\u201d kayg\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015f, kat\u0131lmasa bile anabilim dal\u0131ndaki meslekta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerine sayg\u0131 g\u00f6stererek, \u00e7o\u011funlu\u011fun ve az\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini alarak, k\u0131saca zor olan\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve demokrasi i\u00e7in uygulayarak ortak bir kararda uzla\u015fmaya varmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Alan\u0131m\u0131zla ilgili olarak etik, t\u0131p eti\u011fi ve biyoeti\u011fi T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de tan\u0131tan ve yayg\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131ran, \u2018fakl\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f uzant\u0131\u2019, \u2018etikte ama\u00e7 ara\u00e7 ili\u015fkisi\u2019, \u2018benzerlikler farkl\u0131l\u0131klar\u2019, \u2018bilimsel felsefe\u2019, \u2018antifelsefe\u2019, \u2018t\u0131p evrimi\u2019 onu neredeyse do\u011frudan \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran anahtar s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerdir. Bu kavram ve konular\u0131n yayg\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131nda \u00f6nemli rol oynam\u0131\u015f, do\u011fru bildi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemekten de asla ka\u00e7\u0131nmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u2018Atat\u00fcrk\u2019, \u2018Evrim\u2019, \u2018laiklik\u2019 gibi \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f ulusal ve evrensel konular\u0131n tart\u0131\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131nda ve savunulmas\u0131nda belirgin bir rol \u00fcstlenerek bizlere \u00f6rnek olmu\u015f bir akademisyendir.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgili Hocam, sizin deyiminizle bug\u00fcn \u201cd\u00fcnya de\u011fi\u015ftirirken\u201d size ho\u015f\u00e7a kal demek istiyorum. Her yolculuk biraz da hesapla\u015fmad\u0131r asl\u0131nda. Ama ne mutlu bize\u2026 hi\u00e7 konu\u015fulmad\u0131k hesab\u0131m\u0131z kalmad\u0131 birbirimize\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7en akademik y\u0131l sabbatikal iznimi alarak bir y\u0131l yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bulundu\u011fum s\u0131rada 17 Nisan 2016 tarihinde Evren\u2019den bir mesaj ald\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBabam d\u00fcn evde \u00f6\u011flene do\u011fru bir beyin kanamas\u0131 ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, ve hemen ilk \u00f6nce Bilkent yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki Atat\u00fcrk Hastanesi (eski Trafik Hastanesi) acil, sonra da d\u00fcn gece ge\u00e7 \u0130bni Sina beyin cerrahisi yo\u011fun bak\u0131ma al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Ben bu \u00f6\u011fleden sonra gelebildim ve havaalan\u0131ndan do\u011frudan \u0130bni Sina\u2019ya gidip g\u00f6rd\u00fcm:\u00a0\u015fuuru yerinde, sol taraf\u0131nda biraz fel\u00e7 var ama kolunu ve aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hareket ettirebiliyor (ama sol kolda lateral hareket yok \u015fimdilik ve sol el parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 kullanam\u0131yor). Kanama durmazsa ve bas\u0131n\u00e7 artarsa drenaj yapabiliriz dediler.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdilik durum b\u00f6yle. Endi\u015felenmeyin, iyiye giden bir tablo g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc bana.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yaman Hoca 16 Nisan 2016 ile \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden hemen \u00f6nce 4 A\u011fustos sabah\u0131 3.15\u2019a kadar \u0130bni Sina Hastanesi\u2019nde kald\u0131. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olduk\u00e7a bozulmu\u015ftu. Zaman zaman bilinci kapanmas\u0131na, yo\u011fun bak\u0131mda kalmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Onu ziyaret etmekten ba\u015fka elimizden hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de gelmiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Nurta\u00e7 ile (Nurta\u00e7 Ek\u015fi, yak\u0131n dostu ve aile avukat\u0131) Hocam\u0131z\u0131 ziyaret etti\u011fimiz bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonras\u0131nda, ne bir s\u00f6z ne bir teselli c\u00fcmlesi hi\u00e7bir insani yakla\u015f\u0131m, onu \u00f6ylece kendi ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi ile hastanede b\u0131rakmaya g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz elvermiyordu. \u00dcstelik i\u00e7imizdeki karma\u015f\u0131k duygular\u0131 s\u00f6ze d\u00f6kmenin olanaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da biliyorduk. Oysa bazen bir bak\u0131\u015f, bir dokunu\u015f, bir \u015fark\u0131, bir film ya da bir foto\u011fraf t\u00fcm s\u00f6ylemek istediklerimizin bir yans\u0131mas\u0131 gibi kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131k\u0131veriyor birden. Ku\u015fkusuz bu sorulara yan\u0131t aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7indeki usumuzun se\u00e7icili\u011fi de\u011fil mi! Ankara Kalesine \u00e7\u0131kan yoku\u015fun ara sokaklar\u0131ndan tepeye ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in y\u00fcr\u00fcrken eski, y\u0131k\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck belki de hi\u00e7 kimsenin ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir evin duvar\u0131ndaki yaz\u0131lama, i\u00e7imizdeki h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6yle trajik anlat\u0131yordu ki bize: \u201cBitti diye \u00fcz\u00fclme, ya\u015fand\u0131 diye sevin\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce nedendir bilmem ama ruhumun derinliklerinde hissetti\u011fim P. Neruda\u2019n\u0131n \u201cUnutmak Yok\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 \u015fiiri, \u015fimdi birden usumda belirdi. Daha lise y\u0131llar\u0131mda, \u015fiirle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcnlerde ezberledi\u011fim bu \u015fiir, uzun y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerde bazen kendi kendime m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131m dizeleriyle bana e\u015flik eder ya da arkada\u015flarla birbirimize \u015fiir okudu\u011fumuz o eski zamanlarda&#8230; \u015eimdi kadim bir dosttan, Hocam\u2019dan sonsuza dek ayr\u0131l\u0131rken, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ve onun dayan\u0131lmaz ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ne \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 aktar\u0131yor bana yeniden&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>Unutmak Yok Nerelerdeydin diye sorarsan<br \/>\nHep eskisi gibi diyece\u011fim<br \/>\nTopra\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rten ta\u015flardan s\u00f6z edece\u011fim<br \/>\nS\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e kendini harcayan \u0131rmaktan<br \/>\nBen yaln\u0131z ku\u015flar\u0131n yitirdiklerini bilirim.<br \/>\nBir de kay\u0131p giden zaman\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nNeden g\u00fcnler yeni g\u00fcnleri izliyor?<br \/>\nNeden kopkoyu bir gece birikiyor a\u011f\u0131zda?<br \/>\nVe \u00f6l\u00fcm neden?<br \/>\nAnda\u00e7 de\u011fil yan\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcklerimiz<br \/>\nUnutu\u015fta uyuklayan sar\u0131ms\u0131 kumru de\u011fil<br \/>\nYa\u015flarla kapl\u0131 y\u00fczler<br \/>\nBo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131za yap\u0131\u015fan eller<br \/>\nAc\u0131y\u0131 tatm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn izleri\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte menek\u015feler i\u015fte k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar<br \/>\nBize sevin\u00e7 veren ne varsa<br \/>\nGe\u00e7ici ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck duyarl\u0131klar\u0131n, yan yana g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc s\u00fcsl\u00fc kartpostallarda<br \/>\nAma bu s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131n \u00f6tesine ge\u00e7meliyim<br \/>\nDi\u015flemeliyim sessizli\u011fin \u00e7evresindeki kabu\u011fu<br \/>\nNe kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verece\u011fimi bilmeden\u2026<br \/>\nO kadar \u00e7ok ki g\u00fcne\u015fin \u00f6n\u00fcnde setler<br \/>\nO kadar \u00e7ok ki engeller<br \/>\nVe o kadar \u00e7ok ki \u00f6l\u00fcm <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yaman Hoca inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevdi\u011fi g\u00fczellikleri, de\u011ferleri bizimle payla\u015f\u0131r, akademik konular\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da bir birey olarak geli\u015fmemizde \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fck yapard\u0131. Kendi ya\u015famsal ve entelekt\u00fcel birikimini biz \u00f6\u011frencilerinin olgunla\u015fma s\u00fcre\u00e7lerine katk\u0131 sa\u011flayarak, bizlerin estetik de\u011ferlerimizin ve pek \u00e7ok ya\u015fam inceliklerimizin olu\u015fmas\u0131nda da etkili rol oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bu garip bir veda olacak \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc asl\u0131nda hep bizimlesin ne kadar uza\u011fa gitsen [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":697,"featured_media":14770,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[188,1464],"tags":[227,1686,1685],"class_list":["post-14769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-151-sayi","category-dosya","tag-aydinlanma","tag-biliminsani","tag-yaman-ors"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14769","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/697"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14769"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14769\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14770"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}