{"id":21539,"date":"2015-05-01T14:09:13","date_gmt":"2015-05-01T11:09:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/?p=21539"},"modified":"2018-03-12T14:23:00","modified_gmt":"2018-03-12T11:23:00","slug":"yitirisimizin-birinci-yilinda-savas-ve-emek-ile-anilar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/2015\/05\/01\/yitirisimizin-birinci-yilinda-savas-ve-emek-ile-anilar","title":{"rendered":"Yitiri\u015fimizin birinci y\u0131l\u0131nda\u00a0Sava\u015f ve Emek ile an\u0131lar\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ile \u201cs\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u201d yitirdim. Hani insan bazen \u00e7aresiz kal\u0131r ve ana rahmine d\u00f6nmek ister ya\u2026 O sonsuz korunakl\u0131 b\u00f6lgeye \u00e7ekilmek ister ya\u2026 Birka\u00e7 kez ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m var. Ana gibi olamaz ama ger\u00e7ek dost da b\u00f6yle bir \u015feydir. Bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131r, bir g\u00fcvence imgesi\u2026 Belki hi\u00e7 gitmeyece\u011finiz, hi\u00e7 ihtiya\u00e7 duymayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir yerdir, ama varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nemlidir. \u00dctopya gibi\u2026 \u0130yi ki seni tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131m be Sava\u015f\u2026 <\/em><\/p>\n

Sunu\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevgili dostumuz, a\u011fabeyimiz, dergimizin kurucular\u0131ndan ve \u0130zmir Temsilcisi Y. Sava\u015f Emek\u2019i bundan tam bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce, 20 Ocak 2014\u2019te yitirmi\u015ftik. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ilk y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde kendisini anmak istedik. Nal\u00e2n Mahsereci arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, Sava\u015f\u2019la \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 geni\u015f s\u00f6yle\u015filer ve Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n dostlar\u0131n\u0131n onunla an\u0131lar\u0131ndan olu\u015fan bir kitap haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde. Birka\u00e7 aya \u00e7\u0131kar. Okuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yaz\u0131 yay\u0131n y\u00f6netmenimiz Ender Helvac\u0131o\u011flu\u2019nun bu kitap i\u00e7in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 makaledir.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Sava\u015f Emek, kendisini tan\u0131yan insanlar \u00fczerinde derin izler b\u0131rakan bir ki\u015filikti. \u0130z b\u0131rakan bol an\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131yor demektir. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla onunla pek \u00e7ok an\u0131m var. \u0130lk akl\u0131ma gelenleri aktaray\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k?<\/strong><\/p>\n

1991 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m; Ankara\u2019da toplanan 1. \u00c7evre \u015euras\u0131\u2019nda tan\u0131d\u0131m Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131. Ben \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi temsilcisi olarak gelmi\u015ftim; Sava\u015f da SOS Akdeniz temsilcisiydi. Melih Ba\u015f, Nesrin Timur, Timur Dan\u0131\u015f, Melih Ergen ve di\u011fer baz\u0131 sosyalist\/ye\u015fil delegeler de vard\u0131. H\u00fck\u00fcmet\u2019in d\u00fczenledi\u011fi bir \u015fura. S\u00fcr\u00fcyle devlet g\u00f6revlisi, bakanl\u0131k yetkilisi orada. Kat\u0131l\u0131mc\u0131lar \u00e7e\u015fitli komisyonlar olu\u015fturacak. Biz az ki\u015fiyiz. Ye\u015fili sosyalisti bir araya geldik. Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6nerisiyle san\u0131r\u0131m, dedik ki, \u00e7e\u015fitli komisyonlara da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rsak bir etkimiz olmaz, tek bir komisyona yo\u011funla\u015fal\u0131m. An\u0131msad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla \u201c\u00c7evre ve \u0130ktisat Komisyonu\u201d muydu neydi, hepimiz oraya dolu\u015ftuk. 5-6 ki\u015fi o komisyonda ciddi bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k olu\u015fturduk. Kapitalizm, end\u00fcstriyalizm, vb, devlet g\u00f6revlilerinin akl\u0131n\u0131 oynatacak tart\u0131\u015fmalar yapt\u0131k orada. D\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki birka\u00e7 ki\u015fiyi de etkiledik. \u015eura\u2019da rapor haz\u0131rlayamayan tek komisyon bizimki oldu! Devlet taraf\u0131ndan atanan komisyon ba\u015fkan\u0131n\u0131n halini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsenize\u2026 Rapor yaz\u0131lsa bizim fikirler oraya girecek; haz\u0131rlamasa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f gibi olacak. B\u00fct\u00fcn raporlar\u0131n sunuldu\u011fu son oturumda adam \u201craporumuz yok, ben \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bir sunu\u015f yapay\u0131m\u201d dedi. Yer miyiz? \u201cO zaman biz de komisyondaki a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 muhalefetin temsilcisi olarak konu\u015furuz\u201d dedik. Sonu\u00e7ta ne rapor \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ne de sunu\u015f yap\u0131labildi.<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131 o \u015furada tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hemen \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131k birbirimize, arkada\u015f olduk; dostlu\u011fumuzun ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 b\u00f6yledir.<\/p>\n

Bilim ve \u00dctopya\u2019daki tart\u0131\u015fmalar <\/strong><\/p>\n

1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<\/em> g\u00fcnl\u00fck gazeteyi \u00e7\u0131karma karar\u0131 verdi \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi. Sosyalist bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck gazeteye bir bilim eki yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r dedik, Bilim ve \u00dctopya<\/em> adl\u0131 bir Pazar eki \u00e7\u0131karma karar\u0131 ald\u0131k. Sorumlusu da bendim. Haz\u0131rl\u0131klara ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ankara\u2019da akademisyen arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z Serhat \u00d6zyar da destek verdi. Sava\u015f ve ekibini de bir \u015fekilde gazeteye katmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u0130zmir\u2019e Sava\u015f\u2019la g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeye gittim; bilim ekine katk\u0131 yapmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. \u201cO\u011flum\u201d dedi, \u201cbenim ne ilgim var bilimle milimle\u201d\u2026 \u201cFarkl\u0131 bir ek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyoruz\u201d dedim, \u201csizin de yeriniz var, tart\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131z orada\u201d. Sonunda ikna ettim Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131, t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcyle destekledi eki. Bilim Eki\u2019nin ad\u0131 da o tart\u0131\u015fmalar s\u0131ras\u0131nda \u015fekillendi: Bilim ve \u00dctopya. Yeni ne salt bilim ne salt \u00fctopya, hem bilim hem de \u00fctopya! Klasik bilimciler, ben ve Serhat gibi bilimsel sosyalistler, Sava\u015f gibi ekolojistler, Ka\u011fan gibi eko-sosyalistler, Firdevs G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fo\u011flu gibi sosyalist-feministler, Filiz Kerestecio\u011flu gibi kafadan feministler, Nesrin Timur gibi sosyo-eko-feministler\u2026 bir acayip ek \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<\/em> gazetesinde.<\/p>\n

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Sava\u015f ile \u0130zmir Kitap Fuar\u0131nda. Sava\u015f, fuarda hem A\u011fa\u00e7kakan hem de Bilim ve \u00dctopya stantlar\u0131na bakard\u0131. Sonralar\u0131 Bilim ve Gelecek stand\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Benim \u201cParantez\u201d, Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n da \u201cEkotopya\u201d adl\u0131 k\u00f6\u015feleri vard\u0131 ekte. O k\u00f6\u015felerde hem tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 hem de ciddi ciddi tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k Sava\u015f\u2019la. Kapitalizm, sosyalizm, end\u00fcstriyalizm \u00fczerine\u2026 O mevcut bilim sistemini ele\u015ftirir, \u00f6te yandan sosyalizmin de end\u00fcstriyalizmi a\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazard\u0131. \u201cEkolojist Halk Devrimi\u201d diye bir kavram atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ortaya. Ben de \u201ciyi g\u00fczel de kald\u0131rac\u0131n\u0131z nerede arkada\u015f\u0131m?\u201d diye sorard\u0131m, \u201ckim olacak bu devrimin \u00f6nc\u00fcs\u00fc?\u201d\u2026 Zaman zaman Serhat gibi bilimciler de kar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 tart\u0131\u015fmaya.<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f bu \u201ckald\u0131rac\u0131n\u0131z nerede?\u201d sorusuna kafay\u0131 takm\u0131\u015f, \u201cbizim buna bir yan\u0131t vermemiz gerekir\u201d der dururmu\u015f. Proletarya da end\u00fcstriyalist bir s\u0131n\u0131f ya, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, \u201ck\u00f6yl\u00fcler\u201d demi\u015f. Sonralar\u0131, d\u00fcnya g\u00fczeli bir yere santral yap\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 protesto i\u00e7in giden gen\u00e7lerin, i\u015f bulma umudundaki k\u00f6yl\u00fcler taraf\u0131ndan kovaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyunca, \u201cyok yahu\u201d demi\u015fti, \u201cbunlarla da olmaz\u201d.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<\/em> g\u00fcnl\u00fck gazete bir y\u0131l s\u00fcrd\u00fc; May\u0131s 1994\u2019de kapand\u0131, haftal\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u00a0Ama Bilim ve \u00dctopya eki ve bu ekte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tart\u0131\u015fmalar iki \u00f6nemli \u00fcr\u00fcn verdi: Bilim ve \u00dctopya<\/em> dergisi ile \u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131. Temmuz 1994\u2019de ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ikisi de\u2026<\/p>\n

Bilim ve \u00dctopya<\/em> dergisinin 8-9 kurucusu vard\u0131r ama \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kar: Ben, Serhat ve Sava\u015f. O zamanlarda olu\u015fmu\u015f bir espri vard\u0131 aram\u0131zda: Bilim ve \u00dctopya<\/em>\u2019n\u0131n \u201cbilim\u201di Serhat\u2019t\u0131r, \u201c\u00fctopya\u201ds\u0131 ise Sava\u015f; ben de \u201cve\u201dsiyim.<\/p>\n

Serhat\u2019\u0131 beynindeki t\u00fcm\u00f6r \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta ald\u0131 aram\u0131zdan. \u0130\u015fte Sava\u015f da \u00f6ld\u00fc, yine beyni etkileyen t\u00fcm\u00f6r… Ben yapayaln\u0131z, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir \u201cve\u201d olarak kal\u0131verdim ortal\u0131kta\u2026 Benim de beynimde iki t\u00fcm\u00f6r: Serhat ve Sava\u015f\u2026 Bilim ve \u00dctopya\u2026<\/p>\n

Neyse ki o \u201cve\u201dden gen\u00e7 arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n katk\u0131s\u0131yla bir Bilim ve Gelecek<\/em> \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131yor\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131\u2019n\u0131n yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 Sava\u015f\u2019t\u0131r. Sava\u015f nereye gittiyse bu toplant\u0131lar da orada yap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6nce Dat\u00e7a, sonra birka\u00e7 tanesi \u00dcrkmez \u00dctopya Tatil K\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019nde ve on y\u0131ld\u0131r da Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n inzivaya \u00e7ekildi\u011fi Karaburun\u2019da.<\/p>\n

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Sava\u015f \u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131\u2019nda yine bir h\u0131nz\u0131rl\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

\u0130lk toplant\u0131ya beni zorla getirtmi\u015fti. 90\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llar, \u00fclkenin \u00f6zellikle do\u011fusu yan\u0131yor, biz dergiler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yoruz, partiyi \u00f6rg\u00fctlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz\u2026 Dat\u00e7a\u2019da bir hafta boyu \u00fctopya tart\u0131\u015fmaya ay\u0131racak zaman\u0131m m\u0131 var? Ama Sava\u015f \u0131srar edince gittim tabii, partiden azar i\u015fitmeyi g\u00f6ze alarak. Bir t\u00fcr imzalanmam\u0131\u015f anla\u015fma olmu\u015ftu aram\u0131zda. Ben nas\u0131l onun gibi \u00fctopyac\u0131 bir ekolojisti zorla bilim dergisine kurucu ve yazar yapt\u0131ysam, o da benim gibi sosyalist bir bilimciyi \u00fctopyalar toplant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdavimi yapt\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 bedel \u00f6denmesi yani! \u0130yi ki de \u00f6demi\u015fiz; dostlu\u011fumuz bu iki pratikte s\u0131nand\u0131 ve peki\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u00dctopyalar\u2019da her t\u00fcrden sosyalist ve ye\u015fil var; feministler ve anar\u015fistler de cabas\u0131. Bilim ve \u00dctopya\u2019da yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tart\u0131\u015fmalar oraya da ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 do\u011fal olarak. Ama as\u0131l \u00e7etin tart\u0131\u015fmalar sosyalistler aras\u0131nda oluyor. Sava\u015f, sunu\u015f yapma konusunda da zorlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni. Sonradan anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: Di\u011fer sosyalistler Sava\u015f\u2019a, \u201cUlan\u201d demi\u015fler, \u201cSen herhalde \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi\u2019nin gizli merkez komite \u00fcyesisin. Yoksa kimse bu Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131y\u0131 b\u00f6yle bir topluluk \u00f6n\u00fcnde konu\u015fturamazd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n y\u0131llar boyu -\u00fcst\u00fcne de ekleyerek- tekrar tekrar anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Dat\u00e7a\u2019daki ilk toplant\u0131lardan kalma bir an\u0131m\u0131z da \u015f\u00f6yle: Dat\u00e7a\u2019day\u0131z ya, Can Y\u00fccel de kat\u0131l\u0131yor toplant\u0131lara. Can Baba bilinir, hele iki kadeh de i\u00e7erse laf\u0131n\u0131 esirgemez, a\u011fz\u0131na geleni s\u00f6yler, bol k\u00fcf\u00fcrl\u00fc de konu\u015fur. Sava\u015f benim hakk\u0131mda \u015f\u00f6yle bir g\u00f6zlem yapm\u0131\u015f: \u201cBizim Ender o zamanlar toy, mahcup bir delikanl\u0131, yan\u0131nda e\u015fi (Firdevs) de var. Can Baba laf atmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zar\u0131yor, renkten renge giriyor, bir \u015fey de s\u00f6yleyemiyor. Ama zamanla ka\u015farland\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zarmaz oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ekten de \u00f6yle. Ben uzun uzun ekolojik sorunlar\u0131n sosyalizmle \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclece\u011fini anlat\u0131rken, Can Baba elinde rak\u0131 kadehi laf atar: \u201cEnder, Ender, Aral G\u00f6l\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn a..na sizinkiler koymad\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d Sad\u0131k Usta da nasibini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. O da sosyalizm ve \u00fctopyac\u0131l\u0131k \u00fczerine konu\u015furken arkadan bir ses: \u201cAmma kafa s..tin be Sad\u0131k!\u201d<\/p>\n

Can Baba mertebesi diye bir \u015fey var. Duydu\u011fumuzda y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zartan laflar bile, onun a\u011fz\u0131nda s\u0131r\u0131tm\u0131yor. Bir t\u00fcr \u201cdelidir, ne yapsa yeridir\u201d mertebesi. O t\u00fcr adamlar\u0131n gelebilece\u011fi son mertebe. Sava\u015f da sanki son 5-6 y\u0131ld\u0131r o mertebeye eri\u015fmi\u015fti. \u00dctopyalar toplant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczenler, ama hi\u00e7 sunu\u015f yapmaz, sunu\u015f yapanlara h\u0131nz\u0131r h\u0131nz\u0131r laf atard\u0131. Herkes o mertebeye gelemez. Ta\u015f\u0131 gedi\u011fine koyabilmek laz\u0131m. Sava\u015f bu i\u015fin ustas\u0131 olmu\u015ftu son y\u0131llarda.<\/p>\n

Devrimden sonra bakanl\u0131klar nas\u0131l payla\u015f\u0131lacak?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yine bir g\u00fcn demlenirken Sava\u015f\u2019a \u201cdevrimden sonra seni \u00e7evre bakan\u0131 yapar\u0131z\u201d demi\u015ftim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u201cyok \u00f6yle \u015fey\u201d dedi. \u201cHepiniz kapacaks\u0131n\u0131z sanayi bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, tar\u0131m bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00fclkenin i\u00e7ine edeceksiniz, sonra gel Sava\u015f temizle\u2026 Ya\u011fma yok, sanayi bakan\u0131 ben olaca\u011f\u0131m. \u00dclkede bir tane santral, bir tane fabrika b\u0131rakmayaca\u011f\u0131m. O zaman \u00e7evre bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na da gerek kalmaz.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f, \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi, TKP\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sava\u015f \u00e7ekirdekten Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, o y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum. Ama her zaman partide ayk\u0131r\u0131 bir adamm\u0131\u015f. 2-3 kere partiden at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, geri gelmi\u015f. 2-3 dememin nedeni \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn y\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe konup konmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n net olmamas\u0131. At\u0131lma nedenleri \u00fczerine pek konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, ama siyasi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

San\u0131r\u0131m 2002 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Hen\u00fcz \u0130zmir\u2019de olan Sava\u015f bir g\u00fcn telefon etti: \u201cEnder, hadi Levent\u2019le (Gedizlio\u011flu) gelin, tutun elimden beni \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi\u2019ne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn, \u00fcye olaca\u011f\u0131m. Ben kendim gidemem, ba\u015fka bir \u015fey san\u0131rlar.\u201d Ben \u0130zmir\u2019e gidemedim, ama Levent\u2019le birlikte gitmi\u015fler, \u00fcye olmu\u015f. \u00dcye olurken \u0130P y\u00f6neticisi, \u201cr\u00fczg\u00e2r partimizden yana esiyor, bak\u0131n Sava\u015f da geldi\u201d gibisinden bir laf etmi\u015f. Sava\u015f o g\u00fcn s\u00f6ylememi\u015f ama buna bozulmu\u015ftu. Birka\u00e7 ay sonra bulu\u015ftu\u011fumuzda bana \u201culan ben r\u00fczg\u00e2rla gidip gelecek adam m\u0131y\u0131m\u201d diye dert yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcye de\u011filken Levent\u2019le bana tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cHasbelkader iktidar olursan\u0131z, bana ne yapacaklar\u0131 belli olmaz. Siz bana bir kart\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 verin, arkas\u0131na da \u2018yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131r\u2019 diye yaz\u0131n. G\u00f6sterir kurtar\u0131r\u0131z belki.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fin ilgin\u00e7 yan\u0131, Sava\u015f \u0130P\u2019e \u00fcye olduktan yakla\u015f\u0131k bir y\u0131l sonra ben ve Levent partiden istifa ettik. Sava\u015f hemen a\u00e7t\u0131 telefonu: \u201cBeni zorla \u00fcye yapt\u0131n\u0131z, sonra \u00e7ekip gittiniz. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m \u015fimdi?\u201d \u0130stifamdan sonra ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde de espriyi patlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: \u201cEnder, istersen bir kart\u0131m\u0131 vereyim!\u201d<\/p>\n

2013 Haziran\u2019\u0131 sonlar\u0131nda TKP\u2019ye \u00fcye oldum; bir hafta sonra da Karaburun\u2019a gittim 19. \u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7in. Gece Ergin Restoran\u2019da otururken, kafay\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015f olan Sava\u015f masam\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi: \u201cUlan Ender, bu ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra revizyonist mi oldun?\u201d Kuramsal tart\u0131\u015fman\u0131n yeri ve zaman\u0131 de\u011fil. Ben de bir kontr \u00e7akay\u0131m dedim: \u201cUlan Sava\u015f, senin \u0130P ile ne ilgin var? Benden \u00e7ok ele\u015ftiriyorsun. H\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fcyesisin.\u201d Birden ciddile\u015fti: \u201cGenel ba\u015fkan\u0131 i\u00e7erde olan partiden istifa etmek yak\u0131\u015f\u0131k almaz. Hele bir \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131nlar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcz.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f Emek, Do\u011fu Perin\u00e7ek ve arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n tahliyelerini g\u00f6remedi. Tahliyelerden 1,5 ay \u00f6nce 40 y\u0131ll\u0131k bir Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ve \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi \u00fcyesi olarak \u00f6ld\u00fc. Hastanede yatarken bir ameliyat \u00f6ncesi bana telefon etti: \u201cEnder, kan laz\u0131m.\u201d Hemen facebook\u2019a yazd\u0131k, arkada\u015flara haber sald\u0131k. TKP\u2019li gen\u00e7ler s\u0131raya girmi\u015f, kan vermi\u015fler. Ameliyat sonras\u0131 \u201cBundan b\u00f6yle odama her g\u00fcn bir gazete daha gelecek\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ger\u00e7ekten de o g\u00fcnden sonra her sabah, Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<\/em> ve Cumhuriyet<\/em>\u2019in yan\u0131 s\u0131ra bir de soL<\/em> gazetesi getirtti odas\u0131na. Zaten on g\u00fcn ge\u00e7meden, TKP\u2019li gen\u00e7lerin kan\u0131yla do\u011faya kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kadim Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 Sava\u015f.<\/p>\n

Bilim ve Gelecek<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bilim ve \u00dctopya<\/em>\u2019dan (daha do\u011frusu \u0130P\u2019ten) ayr\u0131l\u0131p Bilim ve Gelecek<\/em>\u2019i kurdu\u011fumuzda Sava\u015f hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden yan\u0131m\u0131zda yer ald\u0131. Abone toplad\u0131, \u0130zmir temsilcisi oldu, \u0130zmir kitap fuarlar\u0131nda dergi stand\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u00dctopyalar Toplant\u0131s\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Bilim ve Gelecek<\/em> \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131 alt\u0131nda d\u00fczenlenmesini de o istedi.<\/p>\n

Bilim ve Gelecek<\/em>\u2019in yay\u0131n \u00e7izgisinde kendine pek yer bulamazd\u0131, pek yaz\u0131s\u0131 da yoktur. \u201cAnl\u0131yorum\u201d derdi, \u201c\u00dclkenin bu halinde dergide \u00fctopyac\u0131l\u0131k, ekolojistlik falan yapmak do\u011fru olmaz.\u201d<\/p>\n

Yine bir kitap fuar\u0131nda Sava\u015f stand\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bekliyor. Gece demlendikten sonra bana telefon a\u00e7t\u0131: \u201c\u00c7ocu\u011fum, b\u00f6yle kapak m\u0131 yap\u0131l\u0131r? Nal gibi yazm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n: Hz. Muhammed peygamber mi? Adam\u0131n anas\u0131na k\u00fcfret daha iyi. \u00c7abuk gel \u0130zmir\u2019e.\u201d Me\u011fer standa gelip gidenlerden bu dergiye m\u0131r\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131n edenler olmu\u015f. Sava\u015f da bakm\u0131\u015f olmuyor, kestirip atm\u0131\u015f: \u201cArkada\u015f ben i\u015f\u00e7iyim. Haber verece\u011fim patrona, gelsin ona sorars\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cKopernik\u201d, \u201cGalileo\u201d kapak dosyalar\u0131ndan da pek haz etmezdi. \u201cYahu Ender\u201d derdi, \u201cbunlar \u2018Allah raz\u0131 olsun\u2019 kapaklar\u0131.\u201d Anla\u015famazd\u0131k bu konuda. \u201cO zaman\u201d dedim, \u201cSana bir k\u00f6\u015fe verelim. Ad\u0131n\u0131 da \u2018Allah raz\u0131 olsun\u2019 koyal\u0131m. Sen burada istedi\u011fini yaz.\u201d Ho\u015funa gitmi\u015fti bu fikir, ama rak\u0131 sofras\u0131nda kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f \u00f6lene kadar Bilim ve Gelecek<\/em>\u2019e destek oldu. \u0130yice inzivaya \u00e7ekildi\u011fi, evinden \u00e7\u0131kmaz oldu\u011fu son zamanlarda, \u201cBilim ve Gelecek Karaburun Bodrum Mevkii Temsilcisi\u201d derdik ona.<\/p>\n

\u0130nan\u0131lmaz \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sava\u015f Emek, hayat\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm en m\u00fcthi\u015f \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00e7\u00fcyd\u00fc. \u00c7etrefil sorunlar\u0131 onun kadar basit\u00e7e ve h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zen bir ba\u015fka ki\u015fi daha tan\u0131mad\u0131m. O y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fcn hayran\u0131y\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yine bir \u00fctopyalar toplant\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131z. Ankara\u2019dan gen\u00e7ler gelmi\u015f, ama d\u00f6necek paralar\u0131 yok. Utana s\u0131k\u0131la s\u00f6ylediler bize. Sava\u015f\u2019a dedim ki, \u201cBir toplant\u0131 yapal\u0131m. Herkes i\u00e7in bir hedef koyal\u0131m. Sonra tek tek konu\u015fup para toplayal\u0131m.\u201d \u201cB\u0131rak Allah a\u015fk\u0131na Ender\u201d dedi, \u201cBu i\u015fler \u00f6yle olmaz, bana b\u0131rak sen.\u201d Toplant\u0131 s\u00fcrerken elinde bir \u015fapka ortaya at\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cHadi bakal\u0131m arkada\u015flar\u201d dedi, \u201cPamuk eller cebe, gen\u00e7lere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f paras\u0131 laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f.\u201d Sonra \u201cEnder sen 20 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00e7\u0131k, Levent sen zenginsin 50 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t ver\u201d diye diye, be\u015f dakikada ihtiya\u00e7tan fazlas\u0131n\u0131 toplay\u0131verdi. Paray\u0131 gidip gen\u00e7lere verdi: \u201cAl\u0131n bu d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f paras\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc de gidin rak\u0131 i\u00e7in.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u201cKaraburun bu \u00fclkenin en u\u00e7 noktas\u0131. Emperyalistler i\u015fgale buradan ba\u015flayabilir. Ben buray\u0131 bekliyorum. Geldiklerinde ilk kur\u015funu ataca\u011f\u0131m. Ama onlardan ricam ak\u015fam 6\u2019dan \u00f6nce gelsinler. Iska ge\u00e7ti diye tarihe kalmak istemem.\u201d<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

\u0130lk kur\u015fun<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131 Karaburun\u2019a yerle\u015fti\u011fi ilk zamanlar ele\u015ftirirdim: \u201cSenin gibi deneyimli, birikimli adam, Karaburun gibi \u00fccra bir k\u00f6\u015feye gelmi\u015f t\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, bir \u015fey yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7izdi\u011fin de yok.\u201d Bu ele\u015ftiri hakl\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r haks\u0131z m\u0131, h\u00e2l\u00e2 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Neyse, yine bir gece bu t\u00fcr bir ele\u015ftiri yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, hafif \u00e7ak\u0131r keyif Sava\u015f, \u201cHi\u00e7 \u00f6yle deme Ender\u201d dedi. \u201cBak, Karaburun bu \u00fclkenin en u\u00e7 noktas\u0131. Stratejik bir b\u00f6lge. Emperyalistler i\u015fgale buradan ba\u015flayabilir. Ben buray\u0131 bekliyorum. Geldiklerinde ilk kur\u015funu ataca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d Sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek eklemi\u015fti: \u201cAma emperyalistlerden bir ricam var. Ak\u015fam 6\u2019dan \u00f6nce gelsinler. (Sava\u015f her ak\u015fam 6\u2019da demlenmeye ba\u015flar, 9-10 gibi de s\u0131zard\u0131) \u0130lk kur\u015funu att\u0131 ama \u0131ska ge\u00e7ti diye tarihe kalmak istemem.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131m ad\u0131m inzivaya \u00e7ekilme<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n son on y\u0131l\u0131, ad\u0131m ad\u0131m daha da koyu bir inzivaya \u00e7ekilme s\u00fcrecidir. \u00d6nceleri \u0130zmir\u2019de her ak\u015fam dostlar\u0131yla Alican\u2019da bulu\u015fur i\u00e7erdi. Sonra \u0130zmir\u2019de tek ba\u015f\u0131na bir ev tuttu, Alican\u2019a gitmez oldu, evde i\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131. Biz \u0130zmir\u2019e geldi\u011fimizde zorla al\u0131r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck Alican\u2019a. Sonra Karaburun\u2019da bir ev kiralad\u0131, k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u0130zmir\u2019de, yazlar\u0131 Karaburun\u2019da kalmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra Karaburun\u2019da bir ev ald\u0131 ve tamamen oraya yerle\u015fti. Son y\u0131llarda evden de \u00e7\u0131kmaz olmu\u015ftu; k\u00f6pe\u011fi K\u0131tmir ve say\u0131s\u0131z kedisiyle ya\u015f\u0131yordu. \u201cBir g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcp kalacaks\u0131n, bu kediler seni yiyecek\u201d derdim ona.<\/p>\n

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\u201cSon y\u0131llarda evden de \u00e7\u0131kmaz olmu\u015ftu; say\u0131s\u0131z kedisiyle birlikte ya\u015f\u0131yordu.\u201d<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Sava\u015f gibi bir eylem adam\u0131 ve \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc neden b\u00f6yle inzivaya \u00e7ekildi? \u00c7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcr bu konuda. San\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7e\u015fitli hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131\u2026 \u00d6nderlerinden biri oldu\u011fu ye\u015fil hareketin giderek emperyalist-kapitalist ideolojik hegemonyan\u0131n kapsam\u0131 i\u00e7inde kalmas\u0131 onu derinden yaralam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. A\u011fa\u00e7kakan<\/em> dergisi ile bu e\u011filime bayrak a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ve etkili de olmu\u015ftu. Ama giderek bu etki de zay\u0131flad\u0131, dergiyi kapamak zorunda kald\u0131. A\u011fa\u00e7kakan<\/em>\u2019\u0131n kapanmas\u0131 Karaburun s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ekilmesinde etkili oldu.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fisel nedenler de vard\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m. Bir gece telefon a\u00e7t\u0131, belli ki iyice zom olmu\u015ftu: \u201cD\u00fc\u015f bitti be Ender, d\u00fc\u015f bitti!\u201d dedi ve telefonu kapad\u0131. K\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey yapar m\u0131 acaba diye korkmu\u015f, atlay\u0131p gitmi\u015ftim Karaburun\u2019a. Dertle\u015ftik \u201cbiten d\u00fc\u015fler\u201d \u00fczerine, ama aram\u0131zda kals\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Karaburun\u2019da yapayaln\u0131z kal\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cParam olsa\u201d derdi, \u201cBir kamyon tutaca\u011f\u0131m, \u0130zmir\u2019den dolduraca\u011f\u0131m kasas\u0131na gen\u00e7leri. Gelsinler sahilde dola\u015fs\u0131nlar, ko\u015fsunlar oynas\u0131nlar. Ben de onlar\u0131 seyredeyim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir sohbetimizde \u201cNas\u0131l gidiyor i\u015fler, var m\u0131 tak\u0131lan?\u201d diye sordu\u011fumda, \u201cEnder\u201d demi\u015fti, \u201cKaraburun bir u\u00e7 yer, son nokta. Ge\u00e7erken u\u011franacak bir yer de\u011fil. Buraya ancak benim gibiler d\u00fc\u015fer, onlardan da bir hay\u0131r gelmez.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir hayali vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn 24 ya\u015f\u0131nda (kesinlikle daha ya\u015fl\u0131 de\u011fil) deli dolu bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z \u00e7itten atlayarak (kesinlikle bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan de\u011fil, \u00e7itten atlayarak) gelecek ve onunla s\u00f6yle\u015fi yapacakt\u0131. Sadece s\u00f6yle\u015feceklerdi, ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fil\u2026 Gel ey Seher\u2026<\/p>\n

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Kanser te\u015fhisiyle hastanedeyken. Soldan sa\u011fa: Nal\u00e2n, Sava\u015f, Levent ve Ender.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc neden bu kadar sarst\u0131 beni?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk denecek ya\u015fta \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131d\u0131m. Babaannemin cesedini \u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc an\u0131ms\u0131yorum. 70\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda, o korkun\u00e7 g\u00fcnlerde yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda arkada\u015flar\u0131m kur\u015funland\u0131, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Fa\u015fistler taraf\u0131ndan bo\u011fularak \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 morgda tan\u0131mak zorunda kald\u0131m. \u00d6l\u00fcm, sar\u0131-mor kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir renk; kahrolas\u0131, pis, \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc bir renk\u2026 Sonralar\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim dostlar\u0131m\u0131 yitirdim tek tek: Serhat, Hakan, Feyza, Fahir, I\u015f\u0131k, Ka\u011fan\u2026<\/p>\n

Ama Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bir ba\u015fka etkiledi, bir ba\u015fka sarst\u0131 beni. Neden?<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f benim \u201ckal\u0131n hat dan\u0131\u015fman\u0131\u201dmd\u0131. \u00d6zellikle anti-emperyalizm konusunda. Sezgisel olarak tutum al\u0131rd\u0131 ve hi\u00e7 yan\u0131lmazd\u0131. Kafam kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ona dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ama bu da neden bu kadar sars\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamaz. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey var.<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ile \u201cs\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u201d yitirdim. Hani insan bazen \u00e7aresiz kal\u0131r ve ana rahmine d\u00f6nmek ister ya\u2026 O sonsuz korunakl\u0131 b\u00f6lgeye \u00e7ekilmek ister ya\u2026 Birka\u00e7 kez ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m var. Ana gibi olamaz ama ger\u00e7ek dost da b\u00f6yle bir \u015feydir. Bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131r, bir g\u00fcvence imgesi\u2026 Belki hi\u00e7 gitmeyece\u011finiz, hi\u00e7 ihtiya\u00e7 duymayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir yerdir, ama varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nemlidir. \u00dctopya gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm haberi geldi\u011finde, kendimi bir an yapayaln\u0131z, ortal\u0131kta \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak, s\u0131\u011f\u0131naks\u0131z hissettim. Ger\u00e7ek bir dostun yitimi galiba b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey. \u00d6lenle, siz de \u00f6l\u00fcyorsunuz biraz\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u0130yi ki seni tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131m be Sava\u015f\u2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Ne gariptir, kendimi geleceksiz hissettim. Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n son on y\u0131l\u0131 hi\u00e7 de kendime bi\u00e7ti\u011fim bir gelecek de\u011fil oysa ki\u2026 Acaba \u00f6yle mi Ender? Neden sars\u0131ld\u0131n b\u00f6yle bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak imgesini yitirdi\u011finde o zaman? D\u00fc\u015flerin -en az\u0131ndan kendi ya\u015fam s\u00fcremiz i\u00e7inde- bitti\u011fi olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011fa, bir dosta ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var demek ki\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130yi ki seni tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131m be Sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sava\u015f\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ile \u201cs\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u201d yitirdim. Hani insan bazen \u00e7aresiz kal\u0131r ve ana rahmine d\u00f6nmek ister ya\u2026 O sonsuz korunakl\u0131 b\u00f6lgeye \u00e7ekilmek ister ya\u2026 Birka\u00e7 kez ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m var. Ana gibi olamaz ama ger\u00e7ek dost da b\u00f6yle bir \u015feydir. Bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131r, bir g\u00fcvence imgesi\u2026 Belki hi\u00e7 gitmeyece\u011finiz, hi\u00e7 ihtiya\u00e7 duymayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir yerdir, ama varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nemlidir. \u00dctopya gibi\u2026 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":493,"featured_media":21546,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[172],"tags":[2604],"class_list":["post-21539","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-135-sayi","tag-savas-emek"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t