K\u00f6yden irice kasaban\u0131n ayn\u0131 zamanda k\u0131rtasiye olan gazete bayisine birka\u00e7 \u00e7izgi romandan ba\u015fka okunacak \u015fey gelmezdi ama biz s\u00fcrekli oradayd\u0131k. Swing, Teksas, Zagor, \u00d6r\u00fcmcek Adam alb\u00fcmleri yetiyordu ba\u015fka co\u011frafyalardaki maceralar\u0131 merak eden birka\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu \u00e7ekmeye. Kitaplarla dolu ge\u00e7ti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum boyunca yaln\u0131zca sanki yolunu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f da gelmi\u015f gibi duran Define Adas\u0131na D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u2019\u00fcn \u00e7ocuk okurlar i\u00e7in uyarlanm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6t\u00fc bir bask\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fti elime o k\u0131rtasiyeden. \u0130l\u00e7e k\u00fct\u00fcphanesi olmasayd\u0131 muhtemelen \u00e7ok daha az kitapl\u0131 ge\u00e7ecekti y\u0131llar\u0131m.
\nSat\u0131lan kitapla ilk kez sokak tezg\u00e2h\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. San\u0131yorum on ya\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131m ve tezg\u00e2h Beyaz\u0131t Meydan\u0131\u2019nda, \u00c7\u0131naralt\u0131\u2019nda H\u00fcseyin Avni Dede\u2019nindi. \u00c7izgi romanlar\u0131n tuhaf kahramanlar\u0131n\u0131nkilere benzeyen upuzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ve sakal\u0131yla kendisini hayli fantastik bulmu\u015ftum. Daha o zaman sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bembeyaz olan dedemden olduk\u00e7a gen\u00e7 ve diri, hareketli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle dedeli\u011fi de sakallar\u0131 sayesinde hak etmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 herhalde. Soyad\u0131 olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnememi\u015ftim. Ba\u015f\u0131ndaki kalabal\u0131ktan, tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00e7evresindekilerin s\u00fcrekli bir \u015feyler sormalar\u0131ndan, onun sakince hi\u00e7bir soruyu yan\u0131ts\u0131z b\u0131rakmamas\u0131ndan etkilenmi\u015f olmal\u0131y\u0131m ki h\u00e2l\u00e2 hat\u0131r\u0131mda. Belki u\u011fram\u0131\u015fken eli bo\u015f ayr\u0131lmamak i\u00e7in kenarda erebilece\u011fim mesafede duran Talip Apayd\u0131n\u2019\u0131n Topra\u011fa Bas\u0131nca\u2019s\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k kalabal\u0131ktan. Yeni g\u00f6reve ba\u015flayacak \u00f6\u011fretmen ablas\u0131n\u0131n tayini Anadolu\u2019da yolu izi belirsiz bir k\u00f6y okuluna \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca ona e\u015flik etmesi i\u00e7in ilkokulun son s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6yde tamamlamak \u00fczere babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan g\u00f6revlendirilen Erdal\u2019\u0131n hik\u00e2yesi. \u015eehirli \u00e7ocu\u011fun Anadolu\u2019nun k\u0131rsal sefaleti ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7 kez okudu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum fakat kitab\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn d\u00fcn gibi akl\u0131mda. Demek ki kitap\u00e7\u0131dan \u00f6nce sahaf\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Y\u0131llar sonra ilk \u015fiir kitab\u0131m\u0131 da pazarda dola\u015f\u0131rken bir y\u00fcksekokul \u00f6\u011frencisinin a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 sergiden alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m: \u00c7i\u00e7ekleri Yemeyin, \u00d6zdemir Asaf.
\n\u00dcniversitede ders \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 yaln\u0131zsam Ma\u00e7ka\u2019dan Be\u015fikta\u015f\u2019a y\u00fcr\u00fcr, eve d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 acele etmeden, \u00f6nce Kabalc\u0131\u2019ya, sonra pasajda PTT\u2019nin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki sahafa u\u011frard\u0131m. \u0130lk y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda annem \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelip odamdaki kitaplar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce biraz sinirlenmi\u015fti. Sana verdi\u011fim har\u00e7l\u0131klarla kitap m\u0131 biriktiriyorsun, demi\u015fti. \u015ea\u015f\u0131rmas\u0131na hak vermi\u015f, k\u0131zmas\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131rgam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biriktirmiyor, okuyordum. Okuduk\u00e7a birikiyordu ama \u00f6yle bir ama\u00e7 g\u00fctmeden bu iptilay\u0131 \u00e7ok ucuza getirdi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek okuyordum. Haftan\u0131n birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fc uzun saatler ge\u00e7irirdik Asl\u0131han Pasaj\u0131\u2019nda. 90\u2019lar\u0131n sonu 2000\u2019lerin ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0130stikl\u00e2l Caddesi boydan boya kitap\u00e7\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc bize. Hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fimiz kitaplarla, ad\u0131n\u0131 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yazarlarla, eski dergilerin koleksiyonlar\u0131yla, bazen s\u0131k\u0131 okurlarla da kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar\u0131n yeriydi kitap d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131 ve sahaflar. Hafta sonu Taksim\u2019e \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca meydana yak\u0131n Kelepir\u2019den ba\u015flayarak T\u00fcnel\u2019e do\u011fru inerken birka\u00e7\u0131na s\u0131rayla u\u011frasak g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fini anlamaz, sonunda solu\u011fu yine sahaflarda al\u0131rd\u0131k. Ak\u015fam da bir yere oturup o g\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kitaplar\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r, ilk bak\u0131\u015fta g\u00f6ze \u00e7arpan ilgin\u00e7likleri birbirimize g\u00f6sterir, uzun sohbetler ederdik h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u201ckitap\u00e7oksever\u201d olan yak\u0131n dostumla.
\n\u0130\u015fyerim \u00f6nce Beyo\u011flu\u2019ndayd\u0131. Y\u0131llard\u0131r da Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019de. Hi\u00e7 uzak d\u00fc\u015fmedim kitap\u00e7\u0131lardan ve kitap raflar\u0131ndan. Kitap denince d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131yla, mek\u00e2n\u0131yla birlikte canlan\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcmde. Bilmedi\u011fim bir \u015fehre gitti\u011fimde vaktim varsa i\u015fim \u00f6ncesinde bile kitap\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 arar\u0131m. Olabildi\u011fince uzun s\u00fcrmesinden keyif ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f. Bu nedenle internetten kitap almayaca\u011f\u0131ma dair yemin etmi\u015f olmasam da y\u0131llard\u0131r dostlar\u0131m\u0131 b\u0131y\u0131k alt\u0131ndan g\u00fcld\u00fcren kat\u0131 bir prensibim vard\u0131: Kitab\u0131 kitap\u00e7\u0131dan al\u0131yordum.
\nMart\u2019ta salg\u0131n ba\u015flarken kitap\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n birka\u00e7 haftal\u0131\u011f\u0131na kapanabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019de bir tur yap\u0131p g\u00f6z\u00fcme kestirdi\u011fim kitaplar\u0131 toplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Daha o zaman tad\u0131 ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kitap\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n. Endi\u015feli \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n kitap\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n sessiz, sakin ortam\u0131nda s\u0131k s\u0131k ellerine dezenfektan s\u0131k\u0131p ovmalar\u0131, s\u00fcrekli vir\u00fcsten, hastal\u0131ktan bahsetmeleri beni de tedirgin etmi\u015fti. Daha \u00f6nce kitaptan da bula\u015fabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015ftim. Neredeyse dokuz ayd\u0131r ancak birka\u00e7 kez girebildim kitap\u00e7\u0131ya. Kimi \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken kapal\u0131yd\u0131, kimi i\u00e7eri girerken maskeye ek olarak eldiven takmam\u0131 istiyordu. Pek \u00e7ok \u00f6neriye s\u00fck\u00fbnetle boyun e\u011fsem de kitaba dokunmak i\u00e7in eldiven giyme \u015fart\u0131 zoruma gitti. Girmedim. Prensibimi de terk etmek zorunda kald\u0131m. Art\u0131k ben de kapa\u011f\u0131na dokunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, i\u00e7ine bakamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, cildini, bask\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 inceleyemedi\u011fim, yazar\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu, \u00e7evirmeninin daha \u00f6nce neler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 internetten \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim kitaplar\u0131 sepetlere ekleyerek, telefonuma gelen do\u011frulama kodlar\u0131n\u0131 girerek, s\u00fcrekli sipari\u015f yoklamas\u0131 yap\u0131p hangisinin paketlendi\u011fini, hangisinin temin edilemedi\u011fini merak ederek g\u00fcnlerce bekliyorum. Salg\u0131nla birlikte g\u00f6ze ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m pek \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n, kayg\u0131n\u0131n, talihsizli\u011fin yan\u0131na ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kitap\u00e7\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n da eklenmesi nedeniyle keyifsizim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u00f6yden irice kasaban\u0131n ayn\u0131 zamanda k\u0131rtasiye olan gazete bayisine birka\u00e7 \u00e7izgi romandan ba\u015fka okunacak \u015fey gelmezdi ama biz s\u00fcrekli oradayd\u0131k. Swing, Teksas, Zagor, \u00d6r\u00fcmcek Adam alb\u00fcmleri yetiyordu ba\u015fka co\u011frafyalardaki maceralar\u0131 merak eden birka\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu \u00e7ekmeye. Kitaplarla dolu ge\u00e7ti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum boyunca yaln\u0131zca sanki yolunu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f da gelmi\u015f gibi duran Define Adas\u0131na D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u2019\u00fcn \u00e7ocuk okurlar i\u00e7in […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":74,"featured_media":47345,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7091,38,513,515,510],"tags":[7117,5802,5991],"class_list":["post-47344","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-200-sayi","category-dergi-sayilari","category-kitapcil","category-nautilus","category-surekli-bolumler","tag-kitapci","tag-nautilus","tag-ozer-or"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t