Y\u0131l\u0131n son ay\u0131na geldik dayand\u0131k. Aral\u0131k hemen her zaman bir muhasebe, hesapla\u015fma ay\u0131 olmu\u015ftur. Ama \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f bir ekonominin i\u00e7indeyken, anbean fakirle\u015firken san\u0131r\u0131m hi\u00e7birimiz muhasebe s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duymak istemiyoruzdur. Hesapla\u015fmay\u0131 ise \u00e7o\u011fumuzun d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle bekledi\u011fine eminim. Var bir umudumuz\u2026
\nY\u0131l\u0131 kapatmay\u0131 benim i\u00e7in zor k\u0131lan \u00e7o\u011funlukla yapamad\u0131klar\u0131md\u0131r. Eksik kalanlar \u015fi\u015firir hesab\u0131; yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131lar, okunmam\u0131\u015f kitaplar, tutulmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zler, \u0131skalanm\u0131\u015f kararlar, yan\u0131na y\u00f6resine yakla\u015f\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f hayaller\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131n hayat\u0131nda eksik b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n omuza bu kadar y\u00fck bindirmesi ger\u00e7ekten ak\u0131l al\u0131r gibi de\u011fil. Sanki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n de\u011fil, ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131rtlan\u0131yoruz. Ve bu \u00f6yle bir y\u00fck ki insanda ya\u015famaya derman b\u0131rakm\u0131yor.
\n\u0130lk gen\u00e7lik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n ne zaman ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok merak ederdim. Fazlas\u0131yla umutsuzlu\u011fa kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00f6nemde kendime ya\u015f s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 koymaya dek vard\u0131rd\u0131m i\u015fi: 35\u2019ten sonra ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam\u0131m ba\u015flayacakt\u0131. Mesle\u011fim, ili\u015fkilerim, benli\u011fim oturacakt\u0131; verimli ve umutlu y\u0131llar\u0131m ancak o zaman ba\u015flayacakt\u0131. Orta gen\u00e7lik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda \u2013 ki 35 bu s\u0131n\u0131rlar i\u00e7inde \u2013 bu konuda kendimi \u00e7ok da zorlamamam gerekti\u011fini, oturacak \u015feylerin oturmas\u0131n\u0131n kendi zaman\u0131 oldu\u011funu, hayat\u0131ma \u201cd\u0131\u015far\u0131dan\u201d m\u00fcdahale etmemem gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Eh, ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131 biraz daha bekleyebilirdim, acelem yoktu. Orta gen\u00e7li\u011fimin sonuna vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fu g\u00fcnlerde son gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131 heyecanla bekledi\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyebilirim: san\u0131r\u0131m ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam\u0131m ayaklanmak \u00fczere. Yine de acelesi yok\u2026 D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan m\u00fcdahale etmek olmaz\u2026<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Alper Can\u0131g\u00fcz\u2019\u00fc ne kadar severek okudu\u011fumu f\u0131rsat buldu\u011fum her yerde, s\u0131k s\u0131k s\u00f6ylerim. Tahmin edersiniz ki K\u0131yamet Park<\/em>\u2019\u0131n okur kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fumda e\u015fsiz bir ziyafete davet edilmi\u015f gibi sevindim, heyecanland\u0131m. Alper Kamu\u2019yu o kadar \u00f6zlemi\u015ftim ki\u2026 Ah ama i\u015fte bu beklentiler, co\u015fkuyla y\u00fckselen eller\u2026 Kendimi o kadar haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sofradan a\u011f\u0131r ama a\u00e7 kalkt\u0131m. Eh, bo\u015funa sevmedi bu y\u00fcrek Alper Kamu\u2019yu\u2026 ***<\/p>\n Mor Etekli Kad\u0131n<\/em> yazar\u0131ndan \u00f6nce \u00e7evirmeniyle okuma listeme girdi. Ali Volkan Erdemir\u2019in tertemiz \u00e7evirileriyle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131m vard\u0131, eh, mor ete\u011fim de oldu\u011funa g\u00f6re\u2026 ***<\/p>\n Y\u0131l\u0131n son yaz\u0131s\u0131nda size k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u0130skender\u2019den s\u00f6z etmek istiyorum. Daha \u00e7ok bir an\u0131dan, bende kalan izinden. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm o zamanlar, d\u00fcnyam Beyo\u011flu; hayat\u0131m\u0131 gecenin i\u00e7inde bulaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yorum. Bilen bilir, Neva\u2019ya gidiyorum s\u0131k s\u0131k. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman \u0130skender de orada, barda tek ba\u015f\u0131na oturup rak\u0131 i\u00e7iyor. Yan\u0131na gidemiyorum, \u015fiirinin bana yolda\u015f oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyemiyorum, hem \u00e7ekingenim hem korkak. Her gece kitaplar\u0131n\u0131n arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda teselli buldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yleyemiyorum, hem utangac\u0131m hem yabani. Baz\u0131 g\u00fcnler evde bir ba\u015f\u0131ma \u015fiirlerini sesli okuyup dipsiz, korkutucu bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan yakay\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemiyorum \u2013 yine olsa yine s\u00f6yleyemem. Ama bir gece Neva\u2019da, elimdeki g\u00fcl\u00fc uzat\u0131yorum ona. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fc al\u0131p kalbine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fiyor, usul g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesiyle te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyor. Ona i\u00e7imdeki her \u015feyi s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi hissediyorum o an.<\/p>\n \u201c\u015eimdi \u00e7ok yaln\u0131z\u0131m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan da b\u0131kt\u0131m,<\/p>\n Motoru olan biri gelse de al\u0131p beni sahile indirse<\/p>\n Sahilden niyetim sahiden okyanus, kutuplar, \u00dcmit Burnu.\u201d<\/p>\n Bense onu hep kutup \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum\u2026<\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Dayan\u0131\u015fman\u0131n, direncin, umudun daha da ye\u015ferece\u011fi bir y\u0131l dilerim.<\/p>\n Her sayfas\u0131 esin dolu olsun.<\/p>\n -K\u0131yamet Park, Alper Can\u0131g\u00fcz, Alfa Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 245 s. Y\u0131l\u0131n son ay\u0131na geldik dayand\u0131k. Aral\u0131k hemen her zaman bir muhasebe, hesapla\u015fma ay\u0131 olmu\u015ftur. Ama \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f bir ekonominin i\u00e7indeyken, anbean fakirle\u015firken san\u0131r\u0131m hi\u00e7birimiz muhasebe s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duymak istemiyoruzdur. Hesapla\u015fmay\u0131 ise \u00e7o\u011fumuzun d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle bekledi\u011fine eminim. Var bir umudumuz\u2026 Y\u0131l\u0131 kapatmay\u0131 benim i\u00e7in zor k\u0131lan \u00e7o\u011funlukla yapamad\u0131klar\u0131md\u0131r. Eksik kalanlar \u015fi\u015firir hesab\u0131; yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131lar, okunmam\u0131\u015f kitaplar, tutulmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zler, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":632,"featured_media":52891,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8067,38,513,510],"tags":[8091,8093,8092],"class_list":["post-52888","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-212-sayi","category-dergi-sayilari","category-kitapcil","category-surekli-bolumler","tag-kiyamet-park","tag-mayis-giremez","tag-mor-etekli-kadin"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52888","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/632"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52888"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52888\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/52891"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52888"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52888"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52888"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nBunun sorumlusu Alper Kamu ya da Alper Can\u0131g\u00fcz de\u011fil; bu bir zamanlama ve co\u015fku hatas\u0131. Alper Kamu\u2019yla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda duygular\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek \u2013 adeta manik \u2013 oldu\u011fu bir s\u00fcre\u00e7ten ge\u00e7iyordum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dedektifimizi delice bir co\u015fkuyla, adanm\u0131\u015f bir sevgiyle kucaklamam belki bundand\u0131. Ha, daha az\u0131n\u0131 hak etti\u011fini s\u00f6ylemiyorum, h\u00e2\u015f\u00e2\u2026 Ancak sakinle\u015fmi\u015f bir ruh haliyle, belki son gen\u00e7li\u011fin verdi\u011fi yar\u0131m yamalak huzurla okuyunca\u2026 Eh.
\nK\u0131yamet Park\u2019<\/em>ta sevgili minik dedektifimiz ilk defa dengi bir rakiple kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor; benim i\u00e7in kitab\u0131n en ilgin\u00e7 yan\u0131 bu kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma ve rekabetti. Ayna kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerinizin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ok derin bakarsan\u0131z bir huzursuzluk, uzla\u015fma bilmez bir h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131k, kahreden bir yok etme iste\u011fi ve ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz bir yak\u0131nl\u0131k duyars\u0131n\u0131z ya\u2026 \u0130\u015fte, \u00f6yle. \u00dcvey ikizle(1) y\u00fczle\u015fme.
\nY\u00fcksek beklentilerimin tuza\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp s\u0131zlansam da K\u0131yamet Park<\/em> zekice kotar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f iyi bir kara mizah; her lokmas\u0131nda, her sayfas\u0131nda damakta ac\u0131 bir haz b\u0131rak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cEn beteri onlard\u0131r. Di\u011ferleri gibi baltayla, t\u00fcfekle gelmezler\u2026 Kanunla, torba yasayla, olmad\u0131 yang\u0131nla gelir onlar. Bir g\u00fcn orman arazisi, ertesi g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir d\u00fczenlemeyle bir bakars\u0131n, a-ha sana K\u0131yamet Park.\u201d<\/p>\n
\n\u00dcst\u00fcnde uzun uzun konu\u015fulabilecek, insan\u0131n zihninde bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi e\u011fip b\u00fckebilecek bir roman bu. Saplant\u0131, arzu ve ruhun u\u00e7urum b\u00f6lgelerinde gezen yo\u011fun duygular\u0131n yine de ne kadar s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011fa mahk\u00fbm oldu\u011fu \u00fczerine k\u0131sa bir \u00f6yk\u00fc anlat\u0131yor Mor Etekli Kad\u0131n<\/em>. Ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ba\u015flayamayan ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 in\u015fa etmeye \u00e7abalarken nas\u0131l da saplant\u0131lara, batakl\u0131klara bo\u011fulabilece\u011fimizi anlat\u0131yor. \u00d6d\u00fcn\u00e7 ya\u015famlar\u0131 kendimize bi\u00e7mekteki hevesimiz ve sonu\u00e7ta ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131; yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0131ss\u0131z hayallere tutunarak \u00e7\u00f6zme \u00e7abam\u0131z\u2026 Batakl\u0131kta \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmaktan farks\u0131z.
\nSan\u0131r\u0131m en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, en vurucusu da bunun her g\u00fcn\u00fcn, g\u00fcndeli\u011fin, s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011fa yazg\u0131l\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>-Mor Etekli Kad\u0131n, Natsuko \u0130mamura, \u00e7eviren Ali Volkan Erdemir, Can Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 100 s.
\n<\/strong>-May\u0131s Giremez, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u0130skender, Can Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 131 s. <\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"