{"id":54636,"date":"2022-04-29T00:00:17","date_gmt":"2022-04-28T21:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/?p=54636"},"modified":"2022-04-29T00:00:50","modified_gmt":"2022-04-28T21:00:50","slug":"kitaplarda-aradigim-sessizlik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/2022\/04\/29\/kitaplarda-aradigim-sessizlik","title":{"rendered":"Kitaplarda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sessizlik"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bu ay\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kafamda \u015fekillendirirken akl\u0131mda farkl\u0131 kitaplar, farkl\u0131 u\u011fraklar vard\u0131. Heyhat. Hayat \u2013 ve okuma ser\u00fcveni \u2013 insan\u0131 beklemedi\u011fi yerlere s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor.<br \/>\n\u00d6nce <em>Kapak K\u0131z\u0131<\/em>\u2019n\u0131 okumaya giri\u015ftim. Evet, bitirdim bitirmesine ama bunu sa\u011flayan kitab\u0131n beni kendine ba\u011flamas\u0131 de\u011fil, be\u015f saatlik otob\u00fcs yolculu\u011funun dayatmas\u0131yd\u0131. Ele\u015ftirmek, didiklemek istemiyorum: kitab\u0131n sonunda Ayfer Han\u0131m kendisine y\u00f6neltilen ele\u015ftirilerden bizzat s\u00f6z etmi\u015f: \u201cs\u00f6z savurganl\u0131\u011f\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\nArd\u0131ndan <em>Deli \u0130bram Divan\u0131<\/em>\u2019n\u0131 ald\u0131m. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 kitab\u0131n ad\u0131 beni itiyordu ama hakk\u0131nda o kadar g\u00fczel ele\u015ftiriler duymu\u015ftum ki ad\u0131na ra\u011fmen heyecanlanarak elime ald\u0131m. Ve birka\u00e7 sayfan\u0131n ard\u0131ndan b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Ertesi g\u00fcn kitaba kasvetli ruh halimi y\u00fcklemi\u015f olabilece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek tekrar denedim. Yok, olmad\u0131. \u0130nsan i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fclerine g\u00fcvenmeli. Divan edebiyat\u0131 bana g\u00f6re de\u011fil. Ve riskli bir genelleme yapmama izin verirseniz: hakk\u0131nda u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z g\u00fczellemelere giri\u015filen kitaplar\u0131n onda dokuzu bende b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yarat\u0131yor.<br \/>\nNeyse ki ayl\u0131k okuma ser\u00fcvenim bundan ibaret de\u011fil, merak etmeyin, size iyi haberlerim de var. Her kitaba burun k\u0131v\u0131ran bir i\u015fg\u00fczar de\u011fil, sat\u0131r aras\u0131nda gizlenen, s\u00f6ylenmeyen ama i\u015faret edilen s\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcne inanan se\u00e7ici bir okurum \u2013 ya da buna inanmay\u0131 tercih ediyorum.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">***<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131sa ama bir o kadar \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 bir roman <em>Meryem\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/em>. Colm T\u00f3ib\u00edn bilinen bir \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn bilinmeyen y\u00fcz\u00fcyle; dinsel bir s\u00f6ylencenin insan\u00ee ger\u00e7ekli\u011fiyle sars\u0131yor okuru.<br \/>\n<em>Meryem\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/em>, Meryem\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerilmesini, \u00f6ncesini ve sonras\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. Bir annenin, \u00f6fkeli ve k\u0131rg\u0131n bir annenin i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kmesi de\u011fil yaln\u0131zca bu tan\u0131kl\u0131k. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n\u2013 \u00f6zellikle erkeklerin \u2013 iktidar sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131, bu sava\u015f\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 aptall\u0131klar\u0131 ve zalimlikleri, aldan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve \u00e7aresizlikleri anlat\u0131yor.<br \/>\n\u201cBuradan gitmesinden evvel ona, hayat\u0131m boyunca ikiden fazla say\u0131da erke\u011fin bir araya geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her seferinde budalal\u0131k g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc, zalimlik g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ama g\u00f6z\u00fcme ilk \u00e7arpan\u0131n budalal\u0131k oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim.\u201d<br \/>\nT\u00f3ib\u00edn\u2019in roman\u0131nda ac\u0131mas\u0131z bir insan\u0131n, \u00f6zellikle bir erke\u011fin ele\u015ftirilmesi \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. Ancak bu ele\u015ftiri kapsay\u0131c\u0131 ve genelleyici bir yan da ta\u015f\u0131yor. Ve ku\u015fkusuz T\u00f3ib\u00edn bunu \u00e7ok etkileyici bi\u00e7imde ba\u015far\u0131yor.<br \/>\n\u201cI\u015f\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n sahte oldu\u011funu, yalanc\u0131 oldu\u011funu, gecenin bizi \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi onlar\u0131 da \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, par\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u00fcr yakar\u0131\u015f olmaktan \u00f6teye gitmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecek, onlar\u0131 yerlerine mahk\u00fbm kal\u0131nt\u0131lar olarak g\u00f6recektik.\u201d<br \/>\n<em>Meryem\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/em>, bir ac\u0131n\u0131n ve kayb\u0131n tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olman\u0131n \u00f6tesinde, insana ve insan\u0131n acizli\u011fine dair keskin bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla okuru \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fs\u0131z ama ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz bir yola itiyor. Meryem\u2019in \u00f6fkesi \u015fimdide kendine yer buluyor. Meryem\u2019in yas\u0131 ve k\u0131st\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn eskimez y\u00fcz\u00fcyle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p bug\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde yank\u0131lan\u0131yor.<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn zaman ve sessizli\u011fe ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131r. \u00d6l\u00fcler yeni arma\u011fanlar\u0131yla, elemden yeni kurtulmu\u015fluklar\u0131yla yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<br \/>\nT\u00fcm bu d\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fck ele\u015ftirelli\u011finin yan\u0131nda roman Meryem\u2019in kendisiyle hesapla\u015fmas\u0131na da tan\u0131kl\u0131k ediyor. Ac\u0131n\u0131n aktar\u0131lamaz olu\u015fu bu; insan\u0131n d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n her damlas\u0131n\u0131n asl\u0131nda yaln\u0131zca ve yaln\u0131zca kendi i\u00e7in olu\u015fu. O engellenemez bencillik ve bunun do\u011furdu\u011fu ikincil ac\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130yisi mi hemen s\u00f6yleyivereyim, kelimeler bir an evvel \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n gitsin a\u011fz\u0131mdan: Duydu\u011fum deh\u015fete ra\u011fmen, onun kalbinin ve etinin kendi kalbimden, kendi etimden do\u011fdu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fine ra\u011fmen, duydu\u011fum ac\u0131ya, hi\u00e7bir zaman eksilmeyen, benimle beraber mezara girecek olan ac\u0131ya ra\u011fmen, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ra\u011fmen, ac\u0131 onun ac\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131, benim de\u011fil.\u201d<br \/>\nT\u00f3ib\u00edn <em>Meryem\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/em>\u2019nda insan\u0131n hoyrat ve ac\u0131nas\u0131 yanlar\u0131n\u0131 bilindik bir s\u00f6ylenceye dayanarak ama kendine bamba\u015fka bir a\u00e7\u0131 se\u00e7erek anlat\u0131yor. Daha ger\u00e7ek\u00e7i, daha keskin, daha metanetli ve daha tarafgir. Daha tan\u0131d\u0131k ve tam da bu y\u00fczden daha dayan\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">***<\/p>\n<p><em>Maisie Day\u2019in Sonsuz Canlar\u0131<\/em> bilim a\u015fk\u0131yla dolup ta\u015fan Maisie\u2019nin i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kapkaranl\u0131k k\u00e2busu anlatan bir roman. \u00c7ok h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir yan\u0131 da var kitab\u0131n, insan\u0131n merak duygusunu d\u00fcrten ince bir ne\u015fesi de.<br \/>\nKitap insan\u0131 sayfa sayfa bilimin b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fcnyas\u0131na sokarken bir yandan da yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, insan\u0131 i\u00e7ine itti\u011fi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. Bu \u00f6yle yo\u011fun bir karanl\u0131k ki ger\u00e7ekli\u011fe dair bildi\u011finiz her \u015fey \u015fekil de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor. \u0130nsan\u0131 par\u00e7alamaya niyetli bir bombard\u0131mana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Bunun i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n tek yolu ise sevgi ve g\u00fcven.<br \/>\nChristopher Edge\u2019nin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 <em>Maisie Day\u2019in Sonsuz Canlar\u0131<\/em> Ceren Ceylan taraf\u0131ndan T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00e7evrilmi\u015f. Gayet ak\u0131c\u0131 ve titiz bir \u00e7eviri; edit\u00f6rel a\u00e7\u0131dan da tertemiz bir kitap.<br \/>\n\u201cD\u00fcnya saatte neredeyse bin kilometre h\u0131zla d\u00f6nerken birbirimize s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131k, birbirimize tutunduk.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her sayfas\u0131 esin dolu bir ay dilerim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Meryem\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131, Colm Toibin, \u00c7ev. Handan Balkara, Everest, 104 s.<br \/>\n<\/strong><strong>-Maisie Day\u2019in Sonsuz Canlar\u0131, Christopher Edge, \u00c7ev. Ceren Ceyla, Bilgi Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 147s. <\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu ay\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kafamda \u015fekillendirirken akl\u0131mda farkl\u0131 kitaplar, farkl\u0131 u\u011fraklar vard\u0131. Heyhat. Hayat \u2013 ve okuma ser\u00fcveni \u2013 insan\u0131 beklemedi\u011fi yerlere s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor. \u00d6nce Kapak K\u0131z\u0131\u2019n\u0131 okumaya giri\u015ftim. Evet, bitirdim bitirmesine ama bunu sa\u011flayan kitab\u0131n beni kendine ba\u011flamas\u0131 de\u011fil, be\u015f saatlik otob\u00fcs yolculu\u011funun dayatmas\u0131yd\u0131. Ele\u015ftirmek, didiklemek istemiyorum: kitab\u0131n sonunda Ayfer Han\u0131m kendisine y\u00f6neltilen ele\u015ftirilerden bizzat s\u00f6z [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":632,"featured_media":54637,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8338,38,513,510,7178],"tags":[7222,8377,8376],"class_list":["post-54636","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-217-sayi","category-dergi-sayilari","category-kitapcil","category-surekli-bolumler","category-ucuncu-tekir-sahis","tag-anil-ceren-altunkanat","tag-maisie-dayin-sonsuz-canlari","tag-meryemin-tanikligi"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54636","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/632"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=54636"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54636\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/54637"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=54636"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=54636"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=54636"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}