{"id":65188,"date":"2025-05-30T00:00:58","date_gmt":"2025-05-29T21:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/?p=65188"},"modified":"2025-05-30T00:13:07","modified_gmt":"2025-05-29T21:13:07","slug":"tatil-yorar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/2025\/05\/30\/tatil-yorar","title":{"rendered":"Tatil yorar"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Tekir \u015eah\u0131s \/ An\u0131l Ceren Altunkanat<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tatil yorar; dinlenme, ar\u0131nma, mutlu olma \u00e7abas\u0131 yorar. Bu \u00e7aban\u0131n zorunlulu\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi yorar. Tatil s\u0131radan ya\u015famdan, al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan benlikten kopma \u00e7abas\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 yorar. Kendinden s\u0131yr\u0131lmaya, her g\u00fcn\u00fcn bedenini yapay bir deri gibi kaplayan tortusundan kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r insan tatilde. Daha hafif bir ben olmak ister, var olman\u0131n dayan\u0131lmaz hafifli\u011fini tatmak ister\u2026<\/p>\n

Genellikle ba\u015faramaz.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015faramaz \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc en ba\u015fta bir zorunlulu\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr tatil: Mutlu olmak zorundas\u0131n\u0131z. E\u011flenmek, s\u0131radan ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131zdan uzakla\u015fmak, bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 \u2013 daha hafif bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 \u2013 olmak zorundas\u0131n\u0131z. S\u0131radan ya\u015fam\u0131 da zaman zaman buland\u0131ran bu \u201cpozitif\u201d bask\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131sa s\u00fcre i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p tam bir dayatma ve yapayl\u0131k haline gelmesi, tatili ac\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. Sihirli de\u011fnekler, k\u0131sa mutluluk re\u00e7eteleri her zaman geri teper. Tatil yorar.<\/p>\n

Bu ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir y\u00f6n\u00fc daha vard\u0131r elbet: Benli\u011finizin bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 soyup atarak gidersiniz tatile. Ama\u00e7 budur; y\u00fck\u00fc azaltmak. Oysa al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan benlikten s\u0131yr\u0131lma \u00e7abas\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olmayacak bi\u00e7imde tats\u0131z sonu\u00e7lan\u0131r. Ortaya olsa olsa kopuk, karanl\u0131k y\u00fczleri \u00e7\u0131kar insan\u0131n, barbarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar. Dizginleri koparma hali k\u00f6t\u00fcc\u00fcl meraka, zalimli\u011fe, bencilli\u011fe, hoyratl\u0131\u011fa kap\u0131 aralar. Tatilde insan illaki yoklar aral\u0131k kap\u0131lar\u0131. Kendine a\u00e7\u0131lan yeni bir kap\u0131 bulma umuduyla\u2026<\/p>\n

Tam \u015fimdi, \u015furada, insan\u0131n t\u00fcm k\u00f6t\u00fcc\u00fcll\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve mutsuzlu\u011funu tatilin \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u0131kmadan, durup nefes almak ve Barbar\u0131n Kahkahas\u0131<\/em>\u2019n\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 aralamak gerek belki de. Ve elbette Mavi Kumru Motel\u2019in kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir ya\u015fam sahnesi Mavi Kumru Motel. Kaygusuz, anlat\u0131n\u0131n mek\u00e2n\u0131n\u0131 kurarken adeta bir mikro d\u00fcnya in\u015fa eder; \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma ve k\u0131r\u0131lma anlar\u0131n\u0131, bu mek\u00e2n ve mek\u00e2n\u0131n \u00e7eli\u015fkileri yard\u0131m\u0131yla te\u015fhir eder. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n beklenti ve umutlar\u0131, ziyaret\u00e7ilerin ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f ve sanc\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7er bu sahnede, bu mikro d\u00fcnyada. Ya\u015fam\u0131n renklerini aralamak i\u00e7in m\u00fckemmel bir ortam: Bir yandan ekmek kap\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 ve zorunluluklar\u0131yla g\u00fcndelik ya\u015fam\u0131n ta kendisidir Sel\u00e7uk i\u00e7in, Alik\u00e2r i\u00e7in, Ferhan i\u00e7in. \u00d6te yandan dinlenmeye, kendilerini, en \u00e7ok da s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 ve zorunluluklar\u0131n\u0131 unutmaya gelen ziyaret\u00e7ilerin g\u00fcndelik ya\u015famdan ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Ufuk ve Eda, Okan, Serpil ve Ozan, G\u00fclenay ve \u00d6mer, \u0130smail ve Melih, Turgay ve Nihan, Simin\u2026<\/p>\n

Oysa kimse pek uza\u011fa ka\u00e7amaz. Birisi olmad\u0131k yerlere \u00e7i\u015f yap\u0131p tatilin kusursuzlu\u011funu lekelemektedir. Bu da yetmezmi\u015f gibi, ba\u015fka birisi kan d\u00f6k\u00fcp, hayvanlara k\u0131y\u0131p tatilin d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fc ar\u0131nm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kirletmektedir. Kimileri i\u00e7in komik, kimileri i\u00e7in \u00f6fke uyand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 barbarl\u0131klard\u0131r bunlar; Kaygusuz\u2019un ortaya koydu\u011fu trajedi ya\u015fam\u0131n trajikomik s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na i\u015faret eder adeta.<\/p>\n

Bu iki barbar kusursuz bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ayr\u0131ks\u0131 iki canl\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fildir elbette. Yava\u015f yava\u015f ortaya serilir \u00f6de\u015filmemi\u015flikler. Kaygusuz iki barbar\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 karma\u015fay\u0131 moteldekilerin g\u00f6zlerinden, farkl\u0131 kayg\u0131lar ve farkl\u0131 ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klarla aktar\u0131r. Bir yandan da bu hayatlar\u0131n bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f y\u00fckleri, k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. \u0130ster \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ister ziyaret\u00e7i, herkesin ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 benli\u011fi, ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131 bir bir d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr heybeden \u2013 evet, o \u00e7i\u015f ve kan lekeleriyle dolu heybeden.<\/p>\n

Sel\u00e7uk ve Alik\u00e2r\u2019\u0131n esrik sohbeti ta\u015fran\u0131n hoyratl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, kapkara yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla doludur. Doyurulmayacak bir a\u00e7l\u0131kt\u0131r; eksik kalan bir dokunu\u015fa, hedefine dokunamayan sevdaya a\u011f\u0131tt\u0131r. \u201cAma bu dilim yok mu ah dilim benim. \u0130lk yabanc\u0131 lisan\u0131m, kendi dilim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ufuk ve de\u011fi\u015fmez g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir g\u00fc\u00e7 dengesinin k\u0131r\u0131lganla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n bir ili\u015fkiden hayk\u0131r\u0131rlar birbirlerine, birbirlerini duymayarak. \u201c\u00d6nce herkesin kabul etmesi gerek, sevi\u015fmek bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakas\u0131d\u0131r ayn\u0131 zamanda.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130smail ve Melih\u2019in a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131ran arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, kemirgen a\u015fk\u0131 (\u201cA\u015fk\u0131 kemirerek de yan yana gelir insanlar\u201d) bir cinnete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr usulca. \u201cHer sabah alacakl\u0131 uyan\u0131yorum ben. Ne hak etti\u011fimi bilmeden hakk\u0131m olmayan her \u015feyi istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Okan ve Serpil\u2019in s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n baya\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na bo\u011fulmu\u015f, bo\u011fulduk\u00e7a k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bulanm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fam\u0131ndan ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan, ortaya \u00e7\u0131kma sava\u015f\u0131 veren Ozan. Ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n kan\u0131yla kendini var eden Ozan\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir yanda Turgay ile Nihan. Bir s\u0131rr\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f iki insan. Biri s\u0131rr\u0131n zulm\u00fcyle ezilmi\u015f, di\u011feri isyank\u00e2r ve umutsuz. \u201c<\/p>\n

Ve elbette Simin. Anlat\u0131da sesini do\u011frudan duydu\u011fumuz, bize insan\u0131 anlatan, \u015fifay\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ldayan Simin. Geni\u015f \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131n saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne kaz\u0131nan izleri anlat\u0131n\u0131n en sonunda -ama yine b\u00f6l\u00fck p\u00f6r\u00e7\u00fck- okudu\u011fumuz Simin.<\/p>\n

\u201cSabahlar\u0131 bir saat konu\u015fmamay\u0131 beceremedikten, hayvan eti yedikten, vecit i\u00e7inde nefesini dinleyemeyip zihniyetini de\u011fi\u015ftiremedikten sonra kanserden korunmak i\u00e7in \u00e7i\u015f banyosu yapsan ne yazar.\u201d Simin susmay\u0131 bilen ama konu\u015fkan bir kad\u0131n; g\u00f6zleri ve kalemi susmuyor zira Simin g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. \u201cG\u00f6rmek a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fckt\u00fcr. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc adl\u0131 ad\u0131nca s\u00f6yleyebilmekse serinkanl\u0131l\u0131k ister.\u201d Katliamdan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n bedelidir belki g\u00f6rmek. Hangi katliam, diye soranlara \u201cNe fark eder?\u201d diyebilmektir\u2026<\/p>\n

Anlat\u0131n\u0131n sonunda Kaygusuz okura bir rahatlama pay\u0131 sunmaz; ya\u015fam s\u0131radan k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle s\u00fcrer herkes i\u00e7in. \u0130ki barbar da son hamlesini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r; katil r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn\u00fc ispat etmi\u015f, tatil yorgunu ziyaret\u00e7iler sidikli limonatayla i\u00e7lerini ferahlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa d\u00f6nersek, tatil yorar. Ya\u015fam gibi. Ger\u00e7ekli\u011fiyle, y\u00fck\u00fcyle yorar. O y\u00fck hi\u00e7bir molada at\u0131lamayaca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in; o trajedi, ister barbar\u0131n ne\u015feli kahkahas\u0131nda ister h\u00fczn\u00fcn derin koridorunda yank\u0131lans\u0131n, tam da bizi anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in yorar.<\/p>\n

Her sayfas\u0131 esin dolu bir ay dilerim.<\/p>\n

Barbar\u0131n Kahkahas\u0131, Sema Kaygusuz, Metis Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, Nisan 2015, \u0130stanbul.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Tekir \u015eah\u0131s \/ An\u0131l Ceren Altunkanat Tatil yorar; dinlenme, ar\u0131nma, mutlu olma \u00e7abas\u0131 yorar. Bu \u00e7aban\u0131n zorunlulu\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi yorar. Tatil s\u0131radan ya\u015famdan, al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan benlikten kopma \u00e7abas\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 yorar. Kendinden s\u0131yr\u0131lmaya, her g\u00fcn\u00fcn bedenini yapay bir deri gibi kaplayan tortusundan kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r insan tatilde. Daha hafif bir ben olmak ister, var olman\u0131n dayan\u0131lmaz hafifli\u011fini tatmak […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":632,"featured_media":65198,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10145,38,513,510,7178],"tags":[7222,10176,7521,10177],"class_list":["post-65188","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-254-sayi","category-dergi-sayilari","category-kitapcil","category-surekli-bolumler","category-ucuncu-tekir-sahis","tag-anil-ceren-altunkanat","tag-barbarin-kahkahasi","tag-metis-yayinlari","tag-sema-kaygusuz"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t