{"id":66480,"date":"2025-11-29T00:00:32","date_gmt":"2025-11-28T21:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/?p=66480"},"modified":"2025-11-27T22:18:03","modified_gmt":"2025-11-27T19:18:03","slug":"ya-tutarsa-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilimvegelecek.com.tr\/index.php\/2025\/11\/29\/ya-tutarsa-2","title":{"rendered":"Ya tutarsa\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Tekir \u015eah\u0131s \/ An\u0131l Ceren Altunkanat<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u00f6zden \u015fiiri \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geriye g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey kalm\u0131yor.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130lk gen\u00e7li\u011fimde \u015fiir yazard\u0131m. Y\u0131llarca, defterlerce, g\u00fcnler ve gecelerce. Yan\u0131mda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m not defterleri g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc i\u00e7inde yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sessizlik anlar\u0131yla, dizelerle dolard\u0131. B\u00f6ylece nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Al\u0131rd\u0131m da herhalde, \u015fiiri y\u0131llarca i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re. Sersem g\u00fcnler o kadar da sersem gelmezdi, bir \u015fekilde \u015fiire d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131. G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc ve insanlar, bende b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131 bir kelimeyle, o k\u0131sac\u0131k ama derin sessizlikle de\u011ferleniyordu. Hemen herkes gibi, ilk gen\u00e7li\u011fim zordu, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc. Korkular y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eiir yazarken zorluk, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, korkular ufal\u0131yor, ben devle\u015fiyordum. S\u00f6zc\u00fckler beni y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir kalkan gibi koruyor, hatta ucunu ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda beni kalemini vah\u015fice ku\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 haline getiriyordu. (G\u00fclmeyelim l\u00fctfen, \u00e7ocukluk i\u015fte.)<\/p>\n

Y\u0131llar var ki okumuyorum \u015fiirlerimi. Onlar\u0131n \u015fiir olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kabulleneli de \u00e7ok oldu. Bazen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce, \u201cHayatta neler yapabilirdim, kim olabilirdim?\u201d gibi tats\u0131z sorular zihnimde belirince hay\u0131flan\u0131yorum elbette. \u201cAh,\u201d diyorum, \u201cah be Ceren, bundan vazge\u00e7meseydin ke\u015fke. Ke\u015fke burada tembelli\u011fin, savruklu\u011fun eline vermeseydin dizginleri.\u201d Heyhat, olan oldu. Art\u0131k \u015fiirden \u00e7ok g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc var s\u00f6z\u00fcmde. Bilincin parlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131sa anlarda fark ediyorum bunu, sonra ge\u00e7iyor. G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc b\u00f6yle dostlar, tembellik ve bo\u015f vermi\u015flik gibi: Al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 \u00e7ok kolay, taht\u0131 \u00e7ok rahat, batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dipsiz. S\u00f6ylememek s\u00f6ylemekten kolay. Susmak anlatmaktan kolay. G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc s\u00f6zden kolay.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ne geliyorsa kolay olandan geliyor. Al\u0131n bunu, vurun T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye.<\/p>\n

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Bu 2025\u2019in son yaz\u0131s\u0131, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla y\u0131l\u0131 pek k\u0131ymetli bir iki de\u011ferlendirmeyle bitirmem gerekirmi\u015f gibi geliyor. Berbat bir y\u0131l oldu, san\u0131r\u0131m bu kadar\u0131 yeterli. Sokak hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, yanan ormanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, madenlere bo\u011fulan do\u011fam\u0131z\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6ken ve b\u00fcy\u00fck bir istikrarla \u00e7\u00f6kmeyi s\u00fcrd\u00fcren ekonomimizi, cinnete g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f halk\u0131, iktidar\u0131 ve kazanc\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden memleketi soyan karar vericileri (ne zaman karar vericiler yazmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam parmaklar\u0131m \u00f6nce kan emiciler diyor) d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce, susmak anlatmaktan ger\u00e7ekten daha kolay.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcye teslim olmadan, anlatarak ve anlayarak birle\u015fece\u011fimiz, direnece\u011fimiz bir y\u0131l olsun. \u0130nand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 gelmese de bu masum (ama art\u0131k beyhude ve kli\u015fe) dilek \u015furac\u0131kta dursun. Ya tutarsa\u2026<\/p>\n

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Stan LaFleur bir dedektif ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi bir \u015fair. \u015eiirleri benimkilerden hallice. Belki. En az\u0131ndan o dizelerinin arkas\u0131nda. Takdir ediyorum. Tamam, biraz da k\u0131skan\u0131yorum. Eh, ben de alternatif bir d\u00fcnyada, 1974 y\u0131l\u0131nda, misler gibi hiperdemokraside ya\u015fasayd\u0131m\u2026 Hele de g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcmde ne id\u00fc\u011f\u00fc belirsiz k\u0131z\u0131l bir yar\u0131k belirseydi\u2026 O zaman g\u00f6r\u00fcn siz bendeki \u015fiiri.<\/p>\n

Neyse. Konumuza d\u00f6nelim.<\/p>\n

Vizesi uzat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in (a\u00e7\u0131klamayaca\u011f\u0131m, kitab\u0131 okuyunuz) \u015fu hayatta birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fc kalan \u015fair dedektif Stan kendini bir cinayet ve intihar soru\u015fturmas\u0131nda bulur. \u00d6r\u00fcmcek a\u011f\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez ve i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz bir komplonun tam g\u00f6be\u011fine d\u00fc\u015fen \u015fair ya\u015fam\u0131 ve insan\u0131 sorgular; dedektif ger\u00e7e\u011fin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fer. (Ki zaten \u201cger\u00e7ek\u201d hik\u00e2yemizin kay\u0131p kahramanlar\u0131ndan biri.) Muhte\u015fem bir ikili, tek bedende\u2026 Daha ne olsun.<\/p>\n

\u201cMaalesef kabul etmek zorundayd\u0131; yalan, her sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 ili\u015fkinin temeliydi.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cCinasl\u0131 Hafiye\u201d ya da \u201cRilke gibi dilbaz, tilki gibi kurnaz\u201d Stan LaFleur Alper Can\u0131g\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcn vah\u015fi hayal g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn en g\u00fczel karakterlerinden biri. Evet, Alper Kamu g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn efendisi ama Stan farkl\u0131 bir evrende, belki 1974\u2019te bu taht\u0131 sarsabilir. Belki de sarsm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u201cKurumsal dinlerin binlerce y\u0131ll\u0131k varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bor\u00e7lu oldu\u011fu a\u00e7mazla kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131yayd\u0131; maalesef herhangi bir \u015feyin var olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kan\u0131tlaman\u0131n mant\u0131k dahilinde bir yolu yoktu.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00d6r\u00fcmcek Burgac\u0131<\/em>, Can\u0131g\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcn o leziz kara mizah\u0131ndan, ac\u0131-tatl\u0131 dilinden ve isabetli ele\u015ftirisinden pay\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f; kapa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rmeden birka\u00e7 sayfa okuyunca, Can\u0131g\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcn kalemine a\u015finaysan\u0131z, \u201cAa, bu onun kitab\u0131?\u201d dersiniz. \u0130yi yazarlar\u0131 b\u00f6yle tan\u0131yoruz, ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yok. Bilinsin.<\/p>\n

\u201cElindeki alet her daim sadece bir \u00e7eki\u00e7ten ibaret olmu\u015f devletin k\u0131yamet ihtimaline de bir \u00e7ivi gibi muamele etmesinin \u015fa\u015f\u0131lacak yan\u0131 yoktu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Stan LaFleur bir k\u0131yamet davas\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcklenirken bizler de \u201chiperdemokrasinin\u201d nimetleriyle y\u00fczle\u015fiyoruz. Neyse ki bunlar bizi pek \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtacak nimetler de\u011fil; her evrende (ve demokraside) ayn\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc r\u00fcyadan ho\u015fnut oldu\u011fu s\u00fcrece kimsenin uyumaya bir itiraz\u0131 bulunmuyordu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Can\u0131g\u00fcz \u00d6r\u00fcmcek Burgac\u0131\u2019<\/em>nda bize ba\u015fka bir d\u00fczlemden buray\u0131 g\u00f6steriyor. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyleri, bildi\u011fimiz ama bo\u015f verdi\u011fimiz \u015feyleri, anlatmaktansa susman\u0131n rahat\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyleri g\u00f6steriyor. Belki g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcye feda etti\u011fimiz sesimizi. \u00d6fkeli, k\u0131rg\u0131n, yasl\u0131 ve tedirgin bir \u00fclkeyi g\u00f6steriyor.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6fkeli, k\u0131rg\u0131n, yasl\u0131, tedirgin\u2026 fazla beklenti ta\u015f\u0131mayan y\u00fczlerdi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc. Tek t\u00fck g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyenlerde bile bu az\u0131c\u0131k ya\u015fam enerjisi nedeniyle mazur g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyi bekleyen mahcup bir ifade. Dikkatle bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck par\u0131lt\u0131lar g\u00f6rmek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn; nesiller boyu tabiat, al\u0131c\u0131 ku\u015flar ve zorbalarca k\u0131y\u0131ma u\u011fram\u0131\u015f bir t\u00fcr\u00fcn tetikte zek\u00e2s\u0131. Nice yi\u011fitlerin tasvire \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken telef oldu\u011fu tablo: T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin ruhu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Her sayfas\u0131 esin dolu bir ay ve y\u0131l dilerim.<\/p>\n

-Alper Can\u0131g\u00fcz, \u00d6r\u00fcmcek Burgac\u0131, Everest Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 312s.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Tekir \u015eah\u0131s \/ An\u0131l Ceren Altunkanat \u00a0\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u00f6zden \u015fiiri \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geriye g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey kalm\u0131yor.\u201d \u0130lk gen\u00e7li\u011fimde \u015fiir yazard\u0131m. Y\u0131llarca, defterlerce, g\u00fcnler ve gecelerce. Yan\u0131mda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m not defterleri g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc i\u00e7inde yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sessizlik anlar\u0131yla, dizelerle dolard\u0131. B\u00f6ylece nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Al\u0131rd\u0131m da herhalde, \u015fiiri y\u0131llarca i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re. Sersem g\u00fcnler o kadar da sersem […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":632,"featured_media":66481,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10345,38,513,510,7178],"tags":[7222,10362,10361,7296],"class_list":["post-66480","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-260-sayi","category-dergi-sayilari","category-kitapcil","category-surekli-bolumler","category-ucuncu-tekir-sahis","tag-anil-ceren-altunkanat","tag-everest-yayinlari","tag-orumcek-burgaci","tag-ucuncu-tekir-sahis"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t